Globin & Joe Sonza - Pondering

Collecting my thoughts
I'm giving my life to God
I think about her a lot
Believe me I tried to stop
Another woman who I know is begging to give me some top
I know that it's kind of explicit but unlike the last time I hit it I'm giving it raw
I'm confessing my wrongs
Surrounded by books at the crib
That's how I evolve
I'm like John Wall
Pull up to LA and ball with some of my dogs
Shower and then hit the mall
It's brick we in the fall
My neck froze need a shawl
I need some time to think
And girl if you wonder about what I think about
It's you and me yeah
And baby, I'm on the brink
I spend all of my days collecting my thoughts and pondering
I'm looking, but I'm not listening
Your lips moving, but you don't make sense
I'm looking, but I'm not listening
I let you know my boundaries
and you went and lost it
Giving you my truth
I'm not holding it in
I won't hold back and make that mistake again
I done let it all out trying to let her in
And now I'm breaking out the box she tried to put me in
Somehow you sent me on a search for God
Stuck questioning this life
If I deserve to be alive
I'm not proud of what I did
(How could I?)
Not proud of where I been
Not proud of how I'm coping with the life I lead and live
I'm not proud how much I tithe
I'm not proud how much I give
I'm not proud how hard it is to sleep at night before I
Go wandering
I'm pondering
Wondering
Is there more to this?
I need some time to think
And girl if you wonder about what I think about
It's you and me yeah
And baby, I'm on the brink
I spend all of my days collecting my thoughts and pondering

Written by:
Joe Sonza, Max McPhatter

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