Pnpmar - Praise To The Up Most

Depression, Anxiety tearing me down from the inside out
And on top of that is the fear of my melanin stripped from my body
By man In a vest with a round on his hip, a walkie, and a one handed shootie
Enter bodies, causing the wombs And building our tombs
Hashtag why did he go so soon?
Have you ever been trapped in your mind in the middle of a dark room
Hearing every voice in your head telling you to just hang yourself it'll close wombs
Or maybe you just cut your cut yourself cause more wombs
Well I've been through that to and there light in that room so I
Pray to the upmost when I lose all faith in life
I Pray to the upmost when I lose all will in life to fight
So I pray to upmost when my only thoughts are death at night
I pray to the upmost when I can't handle this pain right
Man I pray to the upmost when I'm feeling like suicide is right
So I pray to the upmost that I don't take my life tonight
I pray to the upmost that everything will be alright
I pray to the upmost that I make it another night
Let's start at the beginning
I been sitting in my mind for a motherfucking minute
Depression in my mind it's a motherfucking menace
Put a rope around my neck and I don't ever get to finish
Want finish want take my life in the middle of the night
I'm tired of this shit and losing this fight
But despite all the evil in back of my mind
As the time goes on dissecting my mind
Reading this story between the lines
Voices and voices get out of my mind
They telling me I might be better off dead
Shit I might be better off dead
Fuck maybe I want be dead
Gripping the gun and I'm smelling the led
Putting the Glock right up my head
One click and then I'll be dead
Laying on the floor in the middle of the crib
In a pool full of blood as I start to die
Open one eye
And I see some light, I think it's white
It might be god coming down with his might
He gripped my heart and he told me fight
One more time told me fight
One more time get up and fight
You have the strength you will fight
So I grip the light and stood up right
Miracles bring the truth on sight
In a room full of dark in the darkest of rooms
I saw a future of me with a tomb
Figuring this is the end of the road
A angle came to me and healed my soul
Took all my wombs and froze them cold
And now I
Pray to the upmost when I lose all faith in life
I Pray to the upmost when I lose all will in life to fight
So I pray to up most when my only thoughts are death at night
I pray to the upmost when I can't handle this pain right
Man I pray to the upmost when I'm feeling like suicide is right
So I pray to the upmost that I don't take my life tonight
I pray to the upmost that everything will be alright
I pray to the upmost that I make it another night

Written by:
MARLON SPENCER

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