JORDXN - Pretty Toxic Revolver

Danger....
Going through some shit looking for my savior
Need a favour
Let's go deeper, lets peel back some layers
But I just don't care
Cause' this life ain't fair
You know the feeling when your best ain't enough
That shit's not fair
Lost in my nightmares
But you gotta' maintain when you're going insane
Cause' even when it's bright out
I feel the rain
So I say this prayer
Dear god, why am I haunted by ghosts of my past
Decisions I've made
Things that I've done
How long will it last?
Just ride with me through my memories inside of me
Overthinking how many people lied to me
That's for eyes to see
It's just my
Pretty toxic, heavy conscience weighing on my soul
Six shots deep off the vodka when I'm on my own
Things left unsaid
Got left on read
Reminiscing of the times in my bed
Three bottles of wine, a powdery substance and a pain in my head
Maybe it's better if I'm dead
But the demons been fed
I put my thoughts down on a beat and I send it to Kev
It's the life I've led
So play this song on the first day I am gone
Just do not cry, cause' kings never die
And I'll see you soon in another life
Somewhere far along this country road he lost his soul to a woman so heartless
Looking for reason to commit treason on myself
I was locked in some bad habits
Wonder why she didn't keep him
But he is me, amd he goes to sleep and every night I close my eyes I see masks at the door embedded in my mind
Lets look behind cause'
Mac said
Isn't it funny we can make a lot of money, just to buy a lot of things, just to feel a lot of ugly
But I'm on a mission to pursue my vision
It's the demolition of the lyricism
It's my own system....
Maybe I'm blind to my coping mechanism
Cigarettes and alcohol
It's just my
Pretty toxic, heavy conscience weighing on my soul
Six shots deep off the vodka when I'm on my own
Trapped in my mind looking for the way out
Hoping all the demons learn to stay out
Time heals all wounds maybe I can wait out
Locked up in my mind maybe I can bail out
Wheres the way out?

Written by:
Jordan Browne

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