Dellboy - Problems

Closed off, was never vacant, but the scent of your fragrance
Was hypnotising smile was vibrant and it is sending me places
Like different worlds entirely while I be focused on silently
Making my way to my dream land it seems grand but I was just latent
Before the days music took over
Before the waves changed of you posers
Before I made way brought you closer
Before I made way then it was over
You gave me energy, like no one else did
But now I'm your enemy, cause I just let you in
Go from never spoke to making jokes who would've thought that
Telling me everything while I would take it in never ignored that
We got so close now your so far I need a call back
Ever since you've been gone haven't felt anything more than
Why did I open my mouth I just ruined everything
Why did I reveal how I felt should've known it's unsettling
Why did I break down and open the weakness embedded in
Why did you snap me in two both sides of me are trembling
You changed my life
More than you realise
You'll never see me again
You'll always be in my head
Words out you just kept your distance, and that was instant
Put the pain on the page to paint you a picture of my prison
Place a barrier persistently pushing me away like an infant
Preaching for peace with a pen hope you accept but you just didn't
Had to face you again and again but I just didn't exist
I still got lost in your eyes you ignored mine a hideous kid
It was a normal rejection but here is the serious twist
You are actually the reason I started doing any of this
Nobody knows the real reason but I thought I would tell you
I like to keep it truthful it's brutal for me more than a flesh wound
My guts were spilling out when I open up in the bedroom
Every time I do I always see it in added to the menu
So I would like to thank you for giving me this blessing and curse
I mean I was lost before you but now you know that I feel worse
I now make music to help other people in their search
Problems keep reaching there peak but you wasn't the first
You changed my life
More than you realise
You'll never see me again
You'll always be in my head

Written by:
Kordell Maby

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