Evan Castro - Proud

It's hard to see, It's hard to hear, It's hard to feel the way I do
I can barely breathe, barely move, barely do the things I do
I try to find the words to say aloud but I can't spit it out
And it doesn't help that you don't think of me the way I think of you
So I try to love
Try to feel
Try to fight it all until I bleed
With all these expectations
Disappointment
Jealousy
No i just wanna leave
But love
Is all I wanna feel before my brothers die
Is all I wanna see before I close my eyes
Is all I wanna know behind my cryin' eyes
Can you find the strength within to say
I'm proud
That's all I want to see inside my Fathers eyes
Is all I wanna know when oh my brother cries
To know I've done enough inside my mothers eyes
Can you find the Strength within to say you're proud
It's hard to live with constant fear of disappointing ones you love
Take mistakes don't forget it makes it hard to carry on
Tryin' hard to make it right but someone always finds it wrong
And it doesn't it help when they don't see the things the way you want them to
So you try to love
You try to feel
You try to fight it all until you bleed
With all your expectations
Disappointment
Jealousy
You just wanna leave
But love
Is all I wanna feel before my brothers die
Is all I wanna see before I close my eyes
Is all I wanna know behind my cryin' eyes
Can you find the strength within to say
I'm proud
That's all I want to see inside my Fathers eyes
Is all I wanna know when oh my brother cries
To know I've done enough inside my mothers eyes
Can you find the Strength within to say you're proud

Written by:
Evan Castro

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