LOVEMEFRVR - PTSD

I made it out the jungle
Off finessing
Mama praying I'ont never learn my lesson
I hear the slick talk
But know they won't address it
Don't get too close
My paranoia got me stressing
I feel too much for my own my good
I need more medicine
Been banging at the gates
Don't know if God gon let me in
This steel it calm my nerves
I treat it like a sedative
I'm starting to feel like the world round me gave up on the kid hey
How come I never see this love you say you got for me
The way you been moving ain't hard to tell girl that you not for me
They say this here supposed to feel like you just hit the lottery
But fucking round with you done turned me colder than a hockey rink
Made a promise to my people but don't know if I can keep it
Got so much up on my plate but still I feel like I can't eat shit
Sick to my stomach how they did Tae broke me to pieces
Got the call that Ernest caught a stray and I couldn't believe it
No I haven't been the same since God took my niggas from my side
I hate the fucking fact that my whole life seems like it's you or I
So numb to everything don't even know no more what's true inside
These streets don't love nobody
Got to clutch it
Cause it's do or die
I keep a bottle on me for the things that I keep bottled
Just cause I don't talk about it
Don't mean I know nothing bout it
Fuck would I fuck with you for you can't relate to none of these problems
Had to learn to jug alone couldn't leave you niggas room to gossip
The shit I rap about
Bitch it really happened
I don't do this for captions
Been setting plays like a captain
Might tell my shooters spin your block
And tell em take they fucking time
Can't take no chances when it come to mine
It's too much on the line
I got way too much to prove
Way too much to lose hey
I done been through way too much
You couldn't last up on these shoes
I done took too many losses
I done paid too many dues
So if you say that you fuck with me
Later on don't pick and choose no
I made it out the jungle
Off finessing
Mama praying I'ont never learn my lesson
I hear the slick talk
But know they won't address it
Don't get too close
My paranoia got me stressing
I feel too much for my own my good
I need more medicine
Been banging at the gates
Don't know if God gon let me in
This steel it calm my nerves
I treat it like a sedative
I'm starting to feel like the world round me gave up on the kid hey
Where I'm from ain't no heroes in the hood
Just a bunch of misunderstood ghetto angels
Know they praying on my downfall
Still I stand tall
I can't let em take my soul
I'm a keep riding for mine until my day come
From sun up to sun down
We staying dangerous
I ain't coming out of my ways until we even the score
The score
Score
I made it out the jungle
Off finessing
Mama praying I'ont never learn my lesson
I hear the slick talk
But know they won't address it
Don't get too close
My paranoia got me stressing
I feel too much for my own my good
I need more medicine
Been banging at the gates
Don't know if God gon let me in
This steel it calm my nerves
I treat it like a sedative
I'm starting to feel like the world round me gave up on the kid hey

Written by:
Carlos Vazquez

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