The Smivets - PTSD

Anxiety
Insecurity
In fear of what others think of me
In spite of reassurances given me
It's debillitating

The facade cracks
Panic attacks
I daren't go out and I can't relax
Fear freezes what my backbone lacks
It's intimidating

How far can I descend?
I can't even face my friends
Messages I won't send
When will it ever end?
And how long can I pretend?
I'm beginning to comprehend
It's broken and it won't mend
When will it ever end?

All churned up inside
I'm paralysed
Feeling trapped as if distress has snapped my spine
The simplest choices I, I can't decide
Incapacitating

Worried about everything
All conflict fearing
No opinions I just try to say the things that you like hearing
I repeat your words in the hope of being more endearing
Ingratiating

How far can I descend?
I can't even face my friends
Messages I won't send
When will it ever end?
And how long can I pretend?
I'm beginning to comprehend
It's broken and it won't mend
When will it ever end?

Written by:
Steve Smith

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