Jennifair - Punching Bag

Ooo you mad you big mad at me
You get mad you lash out at me
I take it all
Cant cushion my fall no
Ooo you mad to the 10th degree
Ooo that fist coming fast at me
Can’t duck em all
Can’t cover these scars no
All these times you promised you’d change
Every time you back to your ways
Ain’t no silver lining these days
Ain’t no holding back no restraint
You said true love supposed to hurt
I’m bout one cut away from dirt
Can’t love you gotta love me first
Trusting you only makes it worse
Spin me around
Spin me around til I’m
Down on the ground holding me down
I’m your punching bag, your welcome mat, your dumping grounds, the love we had, you
It’s tearing me
Tearing me down til I’m
Down on the ground holding me down
I’m your punching bag, your welcome mat, your dumping grounds
You big big mad, ooo
Ooo you mad you big at me
Take all your problems out on me
I take em all
No matter the cause no
Ooo you mad like stove top degrees
You ain’t thinking rationally
No thought at all
No second to pause no
Flashing red inside of your eyes
Beat me til you larger in size
They say love is a compromise
I’m not compromising my life
Normalize your trauma I won’t
Say it’s love but I know you don’t
Love me I gotta love myself
You ain’t no damn good for my health
Spin me around
Spin me around til I’m
Down on the ground holding me down
I’m your punching bag, your welcome mat, your dumping grounds, the love we had, you
It’s tearing me
Tearing me down til I’m
Down on the ground holding me down
I’m your punching bag, your welcome mat, your dumping grounds
You big big mad, ooo
This love is
(Tearing me down, down, down, down)
You ain’t never loved me
You ain’t never love me no
You ain’t never
This love is
(Tearing me down, down, down, down)
You ain’t never loved me
You ain’t never loved me no
You ain’t never
You
Hit me once
And you’ll hit me again
Damn
Fooled me again
We just love to pretend
Knowing behind closed doors a war zone
I’m scared of telling my friends
Desensitized on front lines I think my morals are flat lined
Just tell me where to begin
Am I used to it cuz I been through it or because I was exposed to it
Repeating cycles extend
I’m a magnet of crazy
I’m attached to it
Damaged at the roots
Night terrors take a crack at my spine
How a movie or a show or a simple conversation with a stranger make me relive a wrinkle in time
I am not okay
This shit is trash
Hiding bruises with a rag of cover up
And still I cover up
You see the mask
You know the truth
You know the reason why I’m here
I feared I coulda lost my life if I ain’t open up
Now what?

Written by:
Jennifer Fair

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