paintriiip - RUNNING IN PLACE

Shit
How do you tell someone you love that you can’t stand to be alive?
There is no point in living when the fire in you dies
I wish that you could see the pain when you look in my eyes
But lately I just smile it off and put on my disguise
Everyday I wonder if today will be the day
Soon I’ll fade away, nothing’s enough to make me stay
I can’t feel a thing and it’s just killing me, I lay
Wide awake at night hoping I’ll find the words to say
Exactly how I feel but not a word comes to mind
It all goes blank and all that comes out is “I’m fine”
I know that that’s a lie, I’m just a coward’s what I find
I don’t know how to leave or how to leave it all behind
It hurts deep in my soul but I don’t ever let it show
Still in the same place, feels like I never grow
I don’t care for the future when in fact I’ll never know
All I know’s today but today it still hurts so
Your tears won’t make me stay when it takes mine to make me go
I waste a lot of time pretending I don’t feel alone
Lived in all these houses and I still don’t feel at home
Ain’t nowhere to run when all the problems in my dome
I keep running, keep running, keep running away
Seems nothing, seems nothing, seems nothing’ll change
I keep running, keep running, keep running away
I’ve become, I’ve become, I’ve become what I hate
(Don’t keep running!)
Away, away, away
(Don’t keep running!)
Away, away, away
I keep running away to keep running in place
I keep running away
I keep running away to keep running in place
To keep running in place

Written by:
Heidern Monje

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