crownedYung - Its Been Real

Win or die, Win or die you've gotta pick a side
I upgraded to a different mind
I'm fixated on the illest grind
I can no longer just give it time
Ain't taking no no's I'm just getting mine
How far could I go without my cheap thrills
Got insomnia but when I'm high I sleep still
My mind is in shambles 'cause it's been real
And my heart is scrambled 'cause it's been real
I feel my soul drop to the floor when the promethazine spills
And my desire for commitment has been killed
My mind is in shambles 'cause it's been real
And my heart is scrambled 'cause it's been real
Baby you can't make it better but the lean will
Three Litre Pomegranate so I'm cracking three seals
I thought my heart was finna stop I popped a green pill
Was bumping U.G.K in 2010 I've been trill
And girl I'm way too high I ain't the one to talk to
Shawty talking 'bout the long run this a walk through
I don't want no kids my pull-out game on cork screw
I've got demons I should've never involved you
I couldn't take the pressure started smoking cigarettes
Chose to quit cold turkey fuck a Nicorette
You might've hurt me regardless ain't got no ill intent
Can't trust nobody you won't find me tryna chill and vent
Smoking my weed the only time everything is eerie
This music is my diary
I'll be a different man when I leave
Forever royal like a Siamese
Ain't got a ho bone inside me
How far could I go without my cheap thrills
Got insomnia but when I'm high I sleep still
My mind is in shambles 'cause it's been real
And my heart is scrambled 'cause it's been real
I feel my soul drop to the floor when the promethazine spills
And my desire for commitment has been killed
My mind is in shambles 'cause it's been real
And my heart is scrambled 'cause it's been real
I can't let up 'til I reach the pinnacle
I'd rather be an addict than to live my life all miserable
I remember I was in a group called The Biblical
I ain't been to church in so damn long you'd think I'm cynical
I was always slime I grew up idolising criminals
I know that ain't right at least I ain't scared to admit it though
The xan I popped was blue like Figueroa got me whimsical
Skating on thin ice I swear to God I'm on tippy toes
You can catch me rolling and smoking like a locomotive
Living like a taxi I gotta get fully loaded
This the life I'm living it picked me I never chose it
Evading my problems I'm a master at aerobics yeah
How far could I go without my cheap thrills
Got insomnia but when I'm high I sleep still
My mind is in shambles 'cause it's been real
And my heart is scrambled 'cause it's been real
I feel my soul drop to the floor when the promethazine spills
And my desire for commitment has been killed
My mind is in shambles 'cause it's been real
And my heart is scrambled 'cause it's been real
Win or die, Win or die you've gotta pick a side
I upgraded to a different mind
I'm fixated on the illest grind
I can no longer just give it time
Ain't taking no no's I'm just getting mine

Written by:
Olwethu Mthembu

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