AKtheKING - Reckless (feat. Young A.V.K)

Can't fight these demons I've tried
Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
So reckless
So reckless
Can't fight these demons I've tried
Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
So reckless
So reckless
Everybody’s tryna get up on my dick and tell me how I should live my life
You ain’t never been in my position nigga, so Imma say it
Fuck you twice
I’m young and dumb, my futures bright
I’m taking chances, roll the dice
I’ve made mistakes and paid the price
Inside my veins you’ll see the ice
I’ll do anything that it takes to make myself one of the greats huh
But even when at my low, I'll never be selling my soul
That’s word to my mamma
My niggas behind me, Hakuna Matata
I’ve danced with the devil, let’s call it a samba
I’m tryna be legendary like T'Challa
Wakanda forever, I’m just like my father
I'm chasing my dreams and postponing the guala
So when It comes, Imma just buy me some Prada
Or maybe just get on a flight to Nevada
Inside a casino, I’ll spend all the dollar
But what does it profit to gain the whole world when you’re losing your soul
These things on my chest are the thoughts in my head that I think you should know
Can't fight these demons I've tried
Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
So reckless
So reckless
Can't fight these demons I've tried
Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
So reckless
So reckless
In my mind I’m still fighting all these demons
Wanted to die asking God for a reason
Like why should I live, do I have a purpose
If I die now, will heaven be worth it
I’m not for certain, but surely if I stop it now then I’m closing curtains, it’ll stop the hurting
I don’t know if I can be a better person, what’s the worth of life if I can’t find a purpose
Sometimes I feel like self destructing, press the button
Beating every person till they bloody
All this anger, contemplating suicide cause I can’t find a fucking answer
That’s why I fucking lash out, and crash out
Smoking weed numbs the pain, and keeps me sane,
Sometimes I act out, I back down
But I wanna fucking stay, someone come help me dang
I’m on my last straw, these might be my last bars, till my mind blast off
When I take this smith and Wesson, blow my brains, and die of this depression
Sending my soul to heaven, but my message
To my motherfucking homies and my fam is I love you
Yeah
And I won’t forget, all of the memories we ever had, yeah
Can't fight these demons I've tried
Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
So reckless
So reckless
Can't fight these demons I've tried
Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
So reckless
So reckless

Written by:
Alex Kim, Chukwuka Adesokan

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