BoatBoyBerry - Reflections from My Lowest

While I sit back and reflect ye
I think that I should take a minute
Been struggling so long i just hope the Lord forgive me
Tank sitting at the bottom niggas really feeling empty
Tryna get it on my own feeling like they gone forget me
Shit I’m a lost soul
A nigga tryna find a home
Human nature really bother me just leave me alone
A nigga stuck sitting at the bottom please excuse don’t call my phone
Gotta provide for myself too many thoughts up in my dome
All i ever wanted was to make my momma smile
Been doing that my whole life shit I’m tryna make you proud
Feel like i ain got no purpose sitting on this dark cloud
God been testing my whole life just tell me what it’s about
Shits getting crazy
Shit we used to sit around and kick it
You showed ya true colors and honestly i can’t forget it
And ain no Lolz , ain no laughing, it ain no smiling
You was sposed to back me in that cell everyday niggas surviving
In my eyes you a bitch
Say one thing and mean another
Pick and choose we call it wishy washy can’t call you my brudda
Niggas go from right hand and then turn into a hater
If you ain here till the end don’t do it don’t do it later
You need my guidance but fuck you imma get this paper
Don’t wish harm on you but i can’t till you meet ya maker
Shit i be in my thoughts cuz don’t no one understand me
Only got one life and shit i better get a Grammy
So nigga tighten up
Gon feel like you pulled that hammy
South Beach house in the hills we got estates we in Miami
All i got is a few that’s all i need God and my family
Tryna take a life from me I’m built for this you better test me
While I sit back and reflect ye
I think that I should take a minute
Been struggling so long i just hope the Lord forgive me
Tank sitting at the bottom niggas really feeling empty
Tryna get it on my own feeling like they gone forget me
I’m at the bottom
Shit look down man can you hear me
Feel like the closest ones to me turned they back and formed against me
I’m feeling pain
And shit it ain from no disease
All i ask is that you keep that energy when I decease

Written by:
Sam Dingle

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find