D' Stoic - Revive

What is the part that I'm missing
Cuz all of this time that I had you insisting
Advantage of time just went non-existent
I can just change by myself in an instant
I gotta learn how to be more consistent
But for me to do that I gotta get distant
Is up to me if i wanna be different
Is up to me if i wanna be different
And then the pain goes through my veins so it's the Same I'm insane
Trying so hard just to explain what is remain to Regain
How can I show what I became after I came from the game
When I have been through all these flames with the aim in the frame
I didn't hit a single shot but I can tell that I'm better
I didn't expect all this rain I gotta run through the weather
She was sensitive her heart made of feather
I used as a pen to write my songs and now I regret it
I know pretty well bout audacity
When I hurt the person I loved and that caused a catastrophe
Putting my pain at its highest capacity
All the shit that I've been through has affected my sanity
Suffering from insanity cuz all of the gravity has brought me down to drown in the agony
I'm yelling down in my balcony
To the loudest point in my human anatomy
Even if I fail you can say that I tried
Even if I laugh you can tell that I cried
Even if my pain killed me I can say I'm alive
Reality's a murderer I gotta revive
Water too deep so I don't wanna dive in it
Pushing me down so I see myself drown in it
If I go to the studio I know imma die in it
What's the point of a sentence if you putting a lie in it
I had my heart in my hand and she put it down just so I lie in it
"I had a dream" had a bye on it
"Nothing to me" has a couple of lies in it
"Did it for me" has the me so I'm trying it
I'm trying it
Told lies and I kept denying it
Advice I said not applying it
You heard some words from friends, you're not buying it
Willingly not enough
Convincingly I'm in love
I used to be really down bad and kissing the floor till you reached my hand from above
Same hell different devils
Same game different levels
Same victory different medals
Same bike different pedals
Becoming a rebel
No hope that this pain ever settles
What can I do if you took all the best of me
All that I had in my hand was a bless to me
I lost it all for the sake of a blasphemy
So what the fuck am I doing just give me what's next for me
But what's next to me I'm confused
Got some tears that I have saved that I didn't used
My face is full of scars from pain so it had to bruise
cuz in order for me to win I had to loose
Even if I fail you can say that I tried
Even if I laugh you can tell that I cried
Even if my pain killed me I can say I'm alive
Reality's a murderer I gotta revive
Water too deep so I don't wanna dive in it
Pushing me down so I see myself drown in it
If I go to the studio I know imma die in it
What's the point of a sentence if you putting a lie in it
I had my heart in my hand and she put it down just so I lie in it
"I had a dream" had a bye on it
"Nothing to me" has a couple of lies in it
"Did it for me" has the me so I'm trying it

Written by:
Denzel Contreras

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