Audino - Ricochet

Ricochet, start to feel my world break
Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake
Fuck the fame, tired of playing mind games
I'm insane, never gonna be the same
Drunk on a Tuesday
Lately I've been cruising through life
I'm not really in the mood ay
Cutting me like a bouquet
Feeling fake I'm a toupee
All my dues, I'm excused
Don't got the fundamentals to pay
I think a lot about what you say
I think I'm fun, the mental views may
Abuse me, too much
Now I'm feeling numbed
All these feelings I'm feeling so broken, on the run
Can't put me together, I ain't getting better, got me dumb
I think I'm done, living a life in this hell ain't no fun
I'm overwhelmed
Gimme some shelter
I Ain't feeling better
Ever since you called
No it ain't your fault
I'm just traumatized, anxiety rushing my body seeing those eyes
Reminding me of the old me, afraid of being so lonely, living coldly, got no one to hold Me, wish someone had told me
I was in no position, overthinking
So possessive, overdrinking, over-binging, over-clinging, unconvincing, uncommitting, Meant to slip in, mental slipping, too controlling
I tried to control 'em
Controlling the ocean
Waves of emotion
Hit like an explosion
Yeah I'm feeling broken
Ricochet, start to feel my world break
Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake
Fuck the fame, tired of playing mind games
I'm insane, never gonna be the same
I ricochet, bouncing back to your dismay
I'm just going back and forth, living life in disarray
Disarray, drowning all my worries in that Tanqueray
Drink it straight, but the hole inside my heart won't go away
Go away, like everybody else
When I'm losing control of my soul and myself
I'm spiraling down the abyss, I know nobody would miss
The kind of person I've tried to dismiss
Had the hardest time
Tryna accept that I lost my mind
I'm afraid that I'm in decline
Feeling like I've been wasting time, no peace of mine
Ever since you called
I've been broken and shattered to pieces
Every time I fall
It's like I'm choking and battered, believe this
Believe it, cause I don't believe me, no one believes any word that I say
I'm a heathen, but I need releasing
From the weight dragging me down to the sharks hunting me
Losing grip on reality, I'm falling slowly
Took a nosedive to the deep end, every weekend, cause I'm feeling so lonely
Wish you'd shown me that there could've been a better way to deal with my mistakes
Then maybe I'd embrace my flaws and start looking for the better days
Instead of wallowing in my pain
Ricochet, start to feel my world break
Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake
Fuck the fame, tired of playing mind games
I'm insane, never gonna be the same
Ricochet, start to feel my world break
Overwhelmed, trying hard to stay awake
Fuck the fame, tired of playing mind games
I'm insane, never gonna be the same

Written by:
Audino Wicaksono

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