Jake Mercer - Rowdy

Baby I'm working
I'm tryna get through this
The moment I leave you
Is the moment I need you
Alone in the Darkness
The liquor is drowning
My thoughts and I'm cloudy
So I'll start a fight cause I feel like I'm rowdy
It's the morning after
It must've been a long night
I really can't remember, but I think there might've been a fight
My hands hurt
My knuckles look like they were bleeding
There's holes in the walls
It must've been my demons
Was I screaming?
You finally put me in my place
There's a bruise on my face
And I think that I can taste dried blood on my lips
My life is going down
It's a struggle baby, trust, when I don't have you around
I'm sorry for the ways I didn't trust or believe
I'm sorry for the ways that I always caused grief
I'm sorry for the hurt that you felt because of me
I know I was to selfish, but I'm beggin on my knees
Baby please
If we had another chance
Maybe baby, I could change and maybe we could dance
In the moonlight
Rain beating on my face
But you're not here and I'll never be the same
Baby I'm working
I'm tryna get through this
The moment I leave you
Is the moment I need you
Alone in the Darkness
The liquor is drowning
My thoughts and I'm cloudy
So I'll start a fight cause I feel like I'm rowdy
I'm thinking as I'm drinking
I'm half a bottle down
In my chair, I don't care cause I don't have you around
Not a sound
Tears silent as the wind blows
Trees creak as the sleep, battling my window
Pinholes in decisions in my life that I've made
Shine light on mistakes in my life that I make
If I could take it back, rewind the hands on fate
I would change, but I can't
And I know it's too late
Cause I'm toxic
I fucking drink until I sleep
Pass out, wake up, this is my life on repeat
Every time I speak the words come wrong
It's the same old song with a brand new beat
Forget me and the secrets that I keep
Forget the pain I've caused and the love there used to be
Walk away from everything
And throw it all away
It's ok, I just pray that I'll see you when I sleep
Baby I'm working
I'm tryna get through this
The moment I leave you
Is the moment I need you
Alone in the Darkness
The liquor is drowning
My thoughts and I'm cloudy
So I'll start a fight cause I feel like I'm rowdy
If I hang on to this
Would you hang on to me?
And I won't get through this, so screw this, I'll do this
Just say goodbye to me
Struggle with thoughts in my head
I feel like I'm sinking, so I'll just keep drinking and thinking
What the fuck happened to me?

Written by:
Jacob Mercer

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