Anthony D. Luffy - Rubbish

Set in my, I've been set in my ways
Maybe I, maybe I need to change
But how do I
How do I find you in the dark
And how do I
How do I start to pull apart the heart that bled me to my current state
When all the buildings fall
And the broken lines of rubble spell my name
I'll be okay, or so they say
But what if it was me that said all the wrong words
What if it was I that put all the blame on you
Cause I'm hurt and I don't know how to process anything that happens
Cause I was never taught that
I deflect and reject
It's fucked up, I know that
I guess that it's best that I finally took notice
But, it wasn't easy
And it took all this to get this far
Yeah, it took all this to get this far
So they say that I'm not a dream
Then how do I wake my self-esteem
When I'm falling asleep
When I'm falling asleep
I have a hard time being honest
I was trained to keep my mouth shut
If I talk about it, I'm a liar
I'm a fuck up
Mountains out of molehills, that's the way it feels
But when your molehills are for giants, yeah, it's hard to know what's real
I was conditioned as a baby
Never feel pain, see, but now it's all my fault
Must be, blame me
Flying purple people pleaser
That's the way they shaped me
I don't know the difference between feeling or evading
When I'm falling asleep
When I'm falling asleep
When I'm falling asleep
When I'm falling asleep
When I'm falling..

Written by:
Anthony Rogers

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