I AM Jory - The Inexplicable Ruby

Drowning in your bed frame
Lost in your love
Trapped in your care
If I go then I hope to repent
This apology filled embrace
Taking back every word I sent

I push away you never push me back
If love is a dream then I jolt awake
And lay in the anger I stir in my chest
Fist to the wind in the stream of regret
I don't wanna lose you as much as I thought
In the end I could only wish to be a song in your head that pumps through your heart
I just wanna be better

If this is my new leaf
Then I don't mind hurting every day

Contrasting words when I am down
That's my insecurity leaving through the broken window
If I die a painful death
Then I will be content

Even when you say I'm not bad at all
I hear the things you don't recall
Yelling and fighting the throwing and lighting
Your love going up in flames
Then down in a crash
I'm not a good person but suffering made me the love you deserve
I want you I need you
One more time

Written by:
Jory Sage-Girten

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