King Jamar - Run Away

They tell me take it one day At a time
Life been gettin too real sum ain't right
How the bottle half empty and the sun ain't rise
Yeah the smoke done cleared it's still blood in my eyes
I'm a 1000 miles away and the pain still the same
In a different mind space so please forgive me if I'm vague
I get lost in myself so it don't matter what you say
They tell me leave that shit alone but I don't listen anyway
Weight of the world on my shoulders, hard to find someone lean on
Soon as you think it's all over that's when you find the most to feed on
My nigga lost his job I told him dream on
Could of been scholar somewhere in college
But he got methods I told scheme on
I love when money make a difference but don't make you different
Why the hell she sell her pussy just to make a living
Love don't mean a thing she told me all she know is Ben Franklins
Don't try to ask he bout her life she gone say mind ya business
This the land of the free so far from hallelujah
Money a make ya best friend act like he ain't never knew ya
Diamonds give me pride but heart frozen from past relations
Times changed just threw back a perc 30 for no reason
This my last time yeah that line seems to be my favorite
I'll start fresh Monday it's only Wednesday morning
I'm pourin drank
I'm pourin drank
I'm pourin drank
It's no wonder I can't even focus
Life ain't all bad I just been drugging for a week straight
Coolin Me n mup just killed a 5th its a week day
My friends mad at me cuz I can't stay sober
Damn
Well shit I'm mad at me too
I look in the mirror scream what you want me to do
I'll blow it all right now like I got nothing to lose
Don't go insane
Don't go insane
Don't go insane
It's almost over
I'm sittin thinkin bout some shit that I could did sum better
I got issues just like u I joke and laugh bout my depression
I feel so lonely on this earth that why I leave this bitch so seldom
Suicide it cross my mind I wouldn't lie but I'm too special
I got a problem I let temporary feelings block my blessings
I'm so sorry I been tryin I been trying to do better
Can smoke and drink but can't fit time for my family in my schedule
Walk with faith somehow still dancing with the devil
Don't run away

Written by:
landon jennings

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