Dellboy - Sacred

I know that I won't become famous over night
But I gotta put in the money and the work then I might
I don't even wanna be famous I want recognition
For the images created of the decimation of the opposition
My intuition is more complex than envisioned
Mission still on track and not giving in to dissipation
It's amazing how my only struggle is affirmation
My emotion dead as a corpses face expression
Should mention not one for altercation
I guess you gathered I'm more used to the suffocation
My messages wearing off something like abrasion
Think I'm tempted to give up with that you are mistaken
I ain't talking about Liam Neeson's daughter misinterpretation
I'm just saying as I progress I will keep on making
Music, as a way to ventilate and to keep stating
This is medication for my brain I need to keep on taking
It, I don't know if this is a curse or a gift
Either way there are multiple stages
Where I keep myself distant and stay stiff
Sitting back and watching the same thing
Decided now sick and tired of faking
The shady smile upon my face now I'm wasting
Everybody's time and life I am chasing
A stupid dream where happiness I am craving
But it's a fear of mine that's the insane thing
Cherophobia something that I've been painting
So obscure that you can't even be relating
I think about and then start shaking
It's taking over me it's incapacitating
Like the alcohol on my tongue I'm tasting
A poison so harsh it makes my brain sink
It's pointless it's my heart that needs taming
I'm going through changes
I can't take it
My life seems sacred
But filled with hatred
I keep on shaking
My heart keeps breaking
My life seems sacred
But filled with hatred
Started to get more aggressive as I am progressing
Starting realise I will never be accepted
All the women that I chat to I ain't addressing
Cause I chat to none, maybe that's a blessing
All the songs that I put out, will keep you guessing
Whether I was made for this or if I'm messing
I know the things I talk about maybe upsetting
But there's things on my chest that I need to keep on stressing
Making people aware of most of my issues
Taking care of my tears using a tissue
Giving people the cold shoulder like I'm in an igloo
But your quick to judge, not knowing what I've been through
I know the people listening have been through some things too
That's why I wanna relate to you and treat you as my crew
Could be loads of you or just a couple of dudes
We're on our way but unlike Will, we're still in pursuit
It could take our whole life to get where we want to
We pray and wish that change happens soon
But too much has changed through the month of June
The time of writing this why now is what has bloomed
The online dogs treating new posts like it's rationed food
Ranting and raving about what people should do
Almost like we need the crew of Scoobie Doo to go searching for clues
We can find something we can use
That can make the difference that we all need
Feed ourselves knowledge just so that we can preach
Not religiously but out of passion just so we can breathe
Some people don't get a chance to freely walk the streets
We can plead say please and still suffocate and bleed
But the difference between now and then is everything's getting streamed
These acts of violence and brutality within the police
They should flee no more excuses we just want peace
I'm going through changes
I can't take it
My life seems sacred
But filled with hatred
I keep on shaking
My heart keeps breaking
My life seems sacred
But filled with hatred

Written by:
Kordell Maby

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