Emily Maroun - Sad Girl Vibes

Cmon we can't keep this up
The harder you hold on the deeper we'll get cut
You can't live in a horrible cycle and claim you're doing it for love
Sometimes it hurts less if you just give up
I got a diss track about you but I'm still sleeping in your shirt
It's embarrassing really but ya I'm kinda hurt
I regularly call myself out but now I actually deserve it
After acting like a fool and causing you to desert it
How do we always end up Getting fucked up and roaming around
The dusty old dirty streets of this damn town
Only people out on the road that time of night
Are truck drivers and people who don't care how they end their lives
In this situation I wish I could say I had a truck
But really I place bets on my life and just hope for good luck
It was a gamble for me trying to give you all my trust
And it was the same for you but I guess we both fucked up
I know I talk a lot of shit but I still have a heart
My only defence for protecting it is smoking a dart
Walking wreck
Just give me a sec
Put a smile on and show up
Wonder what will happen next

No I don't wanna fall for you someday
I want you here
I was hoping maybe you'd come back
Come back near
No I don't wanna fall for you someday
I want you here
I was hoping maybe you'd come back
Come back near

Cmon we can't keep this up
It was fun well it lasted hope I was good for a fuck
That shits so shallow
Want deeper love but this chest is hollow
Don't follow me cause following me will make you cry and wallow
I don't think I'm capable to even love or care anymore
Because I plan on being dead by the time I'm 24
No laying foundations man I skipped that step
That's why we crashed down so hard I got nothing left
To give to get I guess forgive and forget
Time will let it all settle and sit
But my mind sabotages me cause I say I'm the dream Barbie
So I never let anyone get close or try to even love me
There will come a point where I'll need to give that the fuck up
But for now keep shooting cause my outer shell is tough
Light as a feather stiff as a board
I wish I could get my imagination back to the way it was before
I thought growing up would be great getting freedom from my parents
But all that did was open me up sell my heart big sale clearance
Walking wreck
Just give me a sec
Even crying I'll show up
See how far we can push our luck

No I don't wanna fall for you someday
I want you here
I was hoping maybe you'd come back
Come back near
No I don't wanna fall for you someday
I want you here
I was hoping maybe you'd come back
Come back near

Written by:
Emily Maroun

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