JayBird the Prime - Save Me

Back in 20 15
My brother told me
That I would be great
He Said just trust me
I was confident
Ran with it
Didn’t second think it
All I thought about was greatness
But no one told me depression came with it
Hit me like a truck goin 30 miles over
Trynna sleep it off trynna think it over
But the problem was I kept thinkin
Never slept for more than 30 minutes
Realized I hadn’t ate but I couldn’t do that either
I can not sleep
I can not eat
Can someone please help me
Can someone please come save me
Gotta keep it goin
Gotta put the work in
Wait a minute it’s 4 am
Gotta get to sleep in
Lay my head on the pillow
And then close my eyelids
2 hours have past I still ain’t sleepin
Wonder why I don’t know
But I still gon try
It’s been two days and there’s still no progress being made
Prolly cuz I’m playing the same thing over and over
And I don’t know it but it’s happenin sub concisely in my brain
Day 4 my eyes getting heavy
I’m not thinking smartly
Noticeably unhappy
Thinking no ones gonna save me
Thinking negatively
And it’s reoccurring daily
Gotta save myself nobody’s gonna do it for me
No more feeling sick
I’m fed up with it
Not for one more minute
Am I gonna take it
I know I can make it
When I put my mind to something
I know I can move mountains
Taking back full control I’ll forever be the captain
I can not sleep
I can not eat
Can someone please help me
Can someone please come save me
One day I’ll be makin moves gettin paid
Doctor told me I lost 12 pounds in 3 days
Must have to due with my depressed state
Cuz for the life of can’t remember the last thing that I ate
Just turned 16
What is happenin to me
Gotta piss inside gallon carton cuz they told me they found blood in my urine
I wasn’t doin so good
My health was goin down hill
So They prescribed me pills
But none of that stopped me
Like back in 20 10 when my brother was sentenced to 15 20
So this wasn’t nothin
It’s been a week
My bodies gettin weak
Can barely stand up on my feet
Don’t wanna be collapsing in the street
No more feeling sick
I’m fed up with it
Not for one more minute
Am I gonna take it
I know I can make it
When I put my mind to something
I can move mountains
Taking back full control I forever be the captain
I can not sleep
I can not eat
Can someone please help me
Can someone please come save me

Written by:
Jayson Youmans

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