E Jay Chandler - Scared of Myeslf (feat. Emoni Love)

I'm drowning I been feeling like I'm drowning
The walls are closing in my anxieties taking over Paranoid and my heart pounding yea
I've been in therapy talk about the stuff in me things that I've buried deep
Fighting the inner me looking at the villain me I'm my biggest enemy
I do to know what I am doing but I'm getting tired of going through these cycles
I keep a mask on the bad things like its Halloween just call me Michael
Old habits die hard, that's pretty obvious
I'm scared of the fall cause it's bottomless, don't know where the bottom is
Please don't open my closet cause I don't wanna deal with em
All the pain and the hurt and addictions
And I don't wanna deal with em
Cause I am scared of myself
Scared of myself, yea
Cause I am scared of myself
I see I am the villain, I see I am the villain
I see I am the villain
That's why I scared of myself
They got me taking pills just to deal with my anxieties oh my
I think I'm going crazy, cause I'm fighting daily with these wicked things in my mind
And I don't know how to deal, with em
This been going on for years, maybe
This is just how it is, really
That's what I really fear
That this might be a struggle till I'm in my grave
Matter of fact it may be the reason that I pass away
And I don't even like to think about it
I barely even like to talk about it
Try to play it off while I'm drowning
Please don't open my closet cause I don't wanna deal with em
All the pain and the hurt and addictions
And I don't wanna deal with em
Cause I am scared of myself
Scared of myself, yea
Cause I am scared of myself
I see I am the villain, I see I am the villain
I see I am the villain
That's why I scared of myself

Written by:
E Jay Chandler, Emoni Love

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