Billy Grimes - Scars

I don't even know what I'm running from anymore
I just turn and run away every time I see door
If I'm the reason why my heart is torn
If I'm the reason I feel empty
Then what the fuck am I complaining for
Get up your amazing boy
I don't even believe it when I tell myself I'm made for more than all this pain y
I just want something to ease the pain
Lately I been wanting drinks
Feels like I don't even know my name
I'm telling you I'm not the same
They don't ever listen when I tell them what's inside my brain
I guess I'm just invisible because I like to hide my pain
I am not Insane
I'm just to in touch with my emotions
Ya'll are all blame
I tried to be a different person grow and maybe start to change
But as soon as I made efforts ya'll reminded me I'm wearing chains
And that ain't even right
How I'm posed to fight
If ya'll keep telling me I'm still the same?

My memories keep
Calling me back here
Is that why I stay
Cause all the colors are grey
And they used to be so clear
I'm lying in pain and
I'm practically soaked here
From all of my tears
From all of the years where I tried to escape
But memories keep
Calling me back here
Is that why I stay
Cause all the colors are grey
And they used to be so clear
This used to be so clear

Hey Billy, it's me again
I just don't understand why you do this to yourself
Like I know I messed up, but we could have worked through it
You didn't even give us a chance
I thought I was worth it, but I guess music really is the only thing that matters to you

Why do I it
God I'm so stupid
I give them my heart just to watch them abuse it
Life is confusing
I feel so useless
Not focused on joy cause I always just lose it
I'm feeling broken
I'm feeling lost
I'm feeling scared
I feel my cross
Is too much to carry
It's too much to bear
Why can't I just care
A little bit more about things that I have
I can never be happy I'm stuck in my past
Everything's changing but I'm still the same cause my hearts made of glass
And I'm scared to use it cause what if it breaks?
What's it gone take
For me to changes
I don't wanna face it
I'd rather be paralyzed and wear a bunch of faces
Pretend that I'm okay
But honestly I'm breaking
Cause I can't get away from

My memories keep
Calling me back here
Is that why I stay
Cause all the colors are grey
And they used to be so clear
I'm lying in pain and
I'm practically soaked here
From all of my tears
From all of the years where I tried to escape
But memories keep
Calling me back here
Is that why I stay
Cause all the colors are grey
And they used to be so clear
This used to be so clear

Written by:
Billy Grimes

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