Bidiqueen - She's Gone

Please
Please
Please
Please don’t leave me here
I’m holding your hand saying please
Please don’t leave me
Ooh ooh ooh
Oh no!
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
Her eyes are closed she looks peaceful
I look around in the room and can’t find tears to match these people
I should’ve known chemo was lethal
But I’m only sixteen thinking “God is so evil”
I hold her hand and watch her rest in peace
A tear's dripping down her face cause when you die all fluids get released
I’m really gonna miss you mom
We were just talking about graduation and L taking me to prom
I shake my head like “this is a whole dream”
But time of death’s 2012 and doctor Hamel unplugged the machine
I’m sorry for what you went through
You supported life on your worst days and life couldn’t support you
A white dove and a red rose
My hands joined together, my eyes closed
I hope my prayers reach the heavens
Cause I’ve been thinking bout you 24/7
Time flies it's been seven years
And all I’m left with are memories and souvenirs
It feels like my heart’s been ripped off
Like there's a void inside of me and my soul has been stripped off
Ooh ooh ooh
Oh no!
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
Uh yeah
My eyes are closed I’ve been praying
Time doesn’t heal and the needles are moving counterclockwise
The pain is deepening
I remember your strength as you were weakening
Flashbacks of you throwing up in bucket
Chemotherapy was kicking in
My heart’s turning cold and I’m losing my reasoning
The devil’s in my ear feeding darknesses I’ve been keeping in
God help me feel alive again
Take me back to Springland and Dodge Grand Caravan
We always laughed about you growing old
You and dad walking hand in hand crippled was the ultimate goal
But now you're gone and I'm all alone
I keep dreaming that you’re here
I keep dreaming that you coming home
You won’t be there to hold me when I'm down
You won’t be in the crowd clapping when I walk the stage in my cap and gown
You won’t be there to pick my wedding dress
You won’t be there to hold my colic baby when I feel tired and stressed
Mama, I need you and you ain’t here
I need your advice on so many levels, life is so unclear
See the heavens can't all fit us in
Sometimes I’m guilty when I’m innocent hope is my best medicine
Ooh ooh ooh
Oh no!
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone

Written by:
Yasmine Bidikuindila

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