Kedd Kanan - Shooting Stars (feat. Ly Trojan)

If I had never met you I'd be a different person
Sometimes I ask myself
Was all this damage really worth it?
Fought my way through all this pain sometimes I still be hurting
Guess I had to lose myself to finally find my purpose
Traumatic thoughts in my brain that I just can't ignore
When it rains it's gone pour
I seen a side of you that I've never seen before
I'm glad you finally showed me who you are
I dropped to my knees tear drops hit the floor
You told me give it up I'll never make it this far
Doubtful thoughts in my brain that I just can't ignore
Made me wish upon a shooting star
Sometimes I like to reminisce on how we came to be
Sometimes I wish I never seen the things I can't unsee
I tried to love you at your worst
Tried so hard to make it work
You probably wouldn't do the same for me if the roles where reversed
I gave you a demonstration
On how have some patience
Guess I shoulda tried harder
I've come to that realization
But I was just paper chasing
Trynna bring home the bacon
If I make sure you're okay from a distance
Am I still vacant?
There's no answers to my problems so I popped a perky
But I know when I sober up my problems gone resurface
I never tried to buy your love
I tried to take you shopping
That's my mistake I shoulda kept that money in my pocket
Dollar signs made you go crazy
Thought you was my lady
Brought you around celebrities
You forgot you was still basic
From having studios sessions to VIP's in my section
I had to leave you behind and move on to teach you a lesson
What's so bad is I believed you really needed me
But when I needed you you always had somewhere to be
So let me make myself clear
Right now I'm focused on me
No we don't see eye to eye
I'm up on stage living my dreams
If I had never met you I'd be a different person
Sometimes I ask myself
Was all this damage really worth it?
Fought my way through all this pain sometimes I still be hurting
Guess I had to lose myself to finally find my purpose
I dropped to my knees tear drops hit the floor
You told me give it up I'll never make it this far
Doubtful thoughts in my brain that I just can't ignore
Made me wish upon a shooting star
You said you'd always hold me down you left me at my lowest
I know I'm fucked up every choice I make come out impulsive 
Just tell me why you lacking trust it's better off avoiding 
I'm sorry if I be aggressive feelings being toyed with 
Cause I been tryna clear my head don't know just what I want
I'm from the gutters everything things I love get turned to stone
I bring my pain inside this booth cause I ain't got support 
I'm sorry father since my demons make me feel at home 
Don't try to put the blame on me won't put the blame on you
Don't judge me by my actions everything but terrible
I gave you everything I had deserve some revenue 
If I could change the past I would've stayed away from you
Got thoughts in my brain
That I just can't ignore
When it rains it's gone pour
I showed a side of me that you never seen before
I tried to warn you from the start seriously
If I had never met you I'd be a different person
Be a different person
If I didn't meet you
Oh ohh ohhh
If I'd a never met you baby

Written by:
Bree Shaffer, Kedrick Howard

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