Julez Xavier - Sincerely

Yeah I wrote this song before I wrote you back
You know that this how I think best
But not because I told you that
You know it's facts
And truth be told we some goofy souls
Cuz this life without laughter
Is such a droopy road
And yeah I know that I'm rambling
Plus I know that I'm handling
This whole situation poorly by scrambling
Just to find the right words
So perfect it's like they don't exist
If I could find words
The pollowing is a perfect fit, fuck, shit
I think this friendship thing is worse and better
But whatever happens now is prolly for the better
Like whatever, we don't talk no more
And I just started sparking more
Don't know if that's cuz I'm on the go-go
Like I'm from Baltimore, I meant DC but that ain't rhyme
So shout the DMV the Twins and them, but wait
I got sidetracked, my bad
All these dreams that I've had, real or fake
Fictions fucking feeling great
But picking up my feelings ain't
Feeling good when I fill my plate
With the truth, I swallow it with vermouth
The hollow intoxication of vodka is in the booth
When I'm recording
4th floor, carpet for the flooring
Just describing my environment
Cuz I am now ignoring the topic

Needa stop it
Hold up I got
Bish I got it
I said, hol up I got it

Look
Problems bottled up in my noggin
Clogging up my honest thoughts
They bogged em down and now their caught
So distraught
Feelin so untaught
Mental space is bought and rented out
So my truth's in doubt
I can't send em out and now you hear
Something semi-clear
Want to shed a tear because I fear
What I said appears
Sharper than the shears
That my barber tends to use
And I've targeted at you
And a part of me resents me cuz the hardest me misused
All the heart that you had lent me
It's cathartic venting too
And I'm partially forgetting it ain't started here with you
And I want to make excuses
That I just don't need to grow
But it's so much info
Out there that I need to know
Just to be a better man, better person
That can stand somber sermons
Gotta learn this while I'm yearning for the band
To be playing chords of victory, yes
Love is a mystery, sex
Was an epiphany, guess
Imma be figuring out
How to deal with more emotions than mine
Soon I'll know in due time
Though ain't gon' hold you I'm trying
Still I hope you can find someone that's better for you
I'm bad at thinking out loud
So I wrote this letter for you
Sincerely, Julez

Written by:
Julian Green

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