Big Lugg - Slippery Slope (feat. Yuri Lowenthal)

Every single day
It feels like its darker
All my flaws apparent
Like I drew them out with marker
Senses dull and numb
But this feelings getting sharper
Drowning in my work
You would think I'm at the harbor 
I've kicked all the habits but temptation
It's still there
Leaning on the ones I pushed away
Like they were chairs
Falling at a rapid rate, pretending I'm not scared 
Holding on to what I've got
Yeah, I'm livin' on Prayer 
Lately, i don't know
What can make this feeling go away
Impatient, feels like i might blow my brains
If i don't blow today
Borrowed time and second chances
Feel like I'm a stowaway
Take me to my happy place
I know I won't wanna go today 
I can't see the sun
Cause the blinds are boarded up 
Could have a million songs
And say I don't record enough
I'll try my best to make through the night
So theres no mourning 
Boring feels too boring
Man I'm all contorted up
Looking for the answers
Where theres none, again
Coping was too hard
Turned to the drugs I did
All I feel is numb but, I want fun again
Whats at the end of this slippery slope I descend
Looking for the answers
Where theres none, again
Coping was too hard
Turned to the drugs I did
All I feel is numb but, I want fun again
Whats at the end of this slippery slope I descend
I got your call to pick you up
Bus station, train station
Back alley
Where you just got your latest invitation to get high
Get high
Feeling so low you wanna die
But I didn't see the pain inside
Though the shadow you were standing in was in plain sight
On the stage, in a rage, hardcore
Should've been the first one to see the pain you wore
But I could only see the junkie
The drunkie
The trickster king of monkeys
Dancing on the strings of the masters
You went after to take you away from the disaster
That stole your laughter
I'll always wish I could've shone some light
Somehow, made it bright
But it was wrapped up tight
With chains of shame
Now I carry the pain
And all I've got is myself to blame
I can't see the sun
Cause the blinds are boarded up 
Could have a million songs
And say I don't record enough
I'll try my best to make through the night
So theres no mourning 
Boring feels too boring
Man I'm all contorted up
Looking for the answers
Where theres none, again
Coping was too hard
Turned to the drugs I did
All I feel is numb but, I want fun again
Whats at the end of this slippery slope I descend
Looking for the answers
Where theres none, again
Coping was too hard
Turned to the drugs I did
All I feel is numb but, I want fun again
Whats at the end of this slippery slope I descend
I can't see the sun
Cause the blinds are boarded up 
Boring feels too boring
Man I'm all contorted up
Looking for the answers
Where theres none, again

Written by:
Clay Dietz, Yuri Lowenthal

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