BtG BigFvcked - Smile, Blue

All my family say
Come on try and smile, Blue
Barely make it through the day
Really hope this all ends soon
It's kind hard to face this pain
All my fears are coming true
Now I'm scared I'll go insane
I don't know what I should do
Don't think it will change
Cause the past still hurts the same
And I can not find a way
To contain the thoughts I think
So I guess I need a break
Cause it is clear I'm on the brink
So needless to say
I not happy in this place

Brick by brick I try to build
Something that will fill this void I always feel
Are my problems even real
Or just some shit I made up
Maybe my genetic makeup
Makes it hard for me to think of
Just one reason I should wake up

I can't
Seem to pry myself from bed without
A Vyvanse
Or jigga in my hand
It feels like I am
Just slave to all my meds
I got my mindset
I can't rest until I'm dead

All my family say
Come on try and smile, Blue
Barely make it through the day
Really hope this all ends soon
It's kind hard to face this pain
All my fears are coming true
Now I'm scared I'll go insane
I don't know what I should do
Don't think it will change
Cause the past still hurts the same
And I can not find a way
To contain the thoughts I think
So I guess I need a break
Cause it is clear I'm on the brink
So needless to say
I'm not happy in this place

Can't even leave yet
Got some people claim they need me
But I don't see that
Life ain't easy they just greedy
Maybe I don't mean that
But my mind is such a meanie
It's been driving me mad
Might fade away
But always be back

I can't
Seem to pry myself from bed without
A Vyvanse
Or jigga in my hand
It feels like I am
Just slave to all my meds
I got my mindset
I can't rest until I'm dead

All my family say
Come on try and smile, Blue
Barely make it through the day
Really hope this all ends soon
It's kind hard to face this pain
All my fears are coming true
Now I'm scared I'll go insane
I don't know what I should do
Don't think it will change
Cause the past still hurts the same
And I can not find a way
To contain the thoughts I think
So I guess I need a break
Cause it is clear I'm on the brink
So needless to say
I'm not happy in this place

Written by:
Beau McQuillin

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