FastLane M-Dot - Smiling Thru The Pain

I'm always hopeful, noble, FastLane Im mobile if you need it local
Them aint rumors, shooters waitin' at my disposal
Bad news, they'll smoke ya just to get some closure
Most the times it was sandwiches to hold us over
Rock bottom, can't get any closer
Had high hopes, now they can't get lower
I can't be broke, And I can't be broken
My heart in a box and it can't be opened
They can't think outside the box so they can't be woken
I'm really bout my business, I'ma need a slogan
Man, we ain't got the same drive like my keys got stolen
Weight on my shoulders and I can't control it
Havin' my way and I'm havin' motion
They keep speakin' on my name, but it's just promotion
Oh, you did that shit to help them, they ain't even notice
Tunnel vision to that paper, I ain't losin focus
I done hit a thousand missions in a ford focus
Niggas trippin', how you with him knowin that he bogus
And bein' a real nigga won't get you a bonus
They always rappin' bout the streets, cause thats what get them views
And be the same niggas cryin' when they get the news
I be chasin' every dollar, I can't miss a move
Hammer strap, steppin' like a frat, that's in any shoes
I lost my nigga to a pussy who can't grip the tool
Nigga said he ain't mean it and thought shit was cool
I just turned 13 and was still in school
Wrote my first rap, now I'm Diesel who be spittin' fuel
Was just a teen, I seen shit you would've cried about
He died over a chain, so for him I wear my diamonds out
Nobody told me where to go, I had to find my route
I just hope my dog watchin' before time run out
This liquor babysit my problems, I won't whine about
How niggas fakin' all these years and I'm just findin' out
I had some nigga try to snake me before slime was out
I trusted people so much I couldn't tell what they lyin' about
I get no rest, nightmares got me wakin' up with cold sweats
Cut niggas off, I don't need no more stress
Just cause we goin' through somethin', don't love you no less
They gon' prey on you downfall, I hope bro blessed
You posed to checkup on your dog, but I get no text
You always told me I could call if it go left
I could do this in my sleep, but I'm the most slept
The longer that I live, I see more death
Smilin' through the pain, but he really hurtin'
When your temper's short, you gotta be the bigger person
They outside lookin' in, gotta fix the curtain
I got too much on my plate, need dish detergent
Life will fuck you over, it won't miss a virgin
If you ain't cut throat, you better get a surgeon
Stayin' on your job when you ain't even workin'
Cause in life, death's the only thing that's for certain
Nowadays, you gotta watch your friends more Than your enemies
Cause the devil always lurkin'
For what it's worth, I'm just tryna find my worth In this world
And I hope it's worth it
Smilin' through the pain I'm smilin' through the pain
Smilin' through the pain Smilin' through the pain
Smilin' through the pain Smilin' through the pain
Smilin' through the pain Smilin' through the pain

Written by:
Marcus Vaughns

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