JayMentarii - So I Get High

Tryna take away the feels
Cause every day I'm trapped in my mind
I'm running away from my problems, so I get high
Replaying the moments of time I can't leave behind
I'm running away from my problems, so I get high
I'm losing control of my mind at night I get no sleep
The lows outweighing my highs It seems I'm way too deep
Been searching for answers in life, a light I'm tryna believe
This weight on these shoulders of mine I wish I would get off of me
Sinning
Every other night I've been sinning
Forgetting bout the times in our life and our beginnings
Deep down I know a part of me is missing
Can't forgive myself for what I've done to you
I seen the pain in your eyes it was uncomfortable
You mixed my name with your cries that's what love will do
Put all my feelings to the side that was done for you
But I was hurting too
Protect your feelings over mine I had to pick and choose
Was heavy running through my mind and it was too hard to do
Cuz for a moment in my life you're all I ever knew
The future is uncertain its scary to try something new
It's hard to love myself it's harder giving love to you
I had to let you go to grow and see what we can do
It's funny after everything we don' been through
See you out in public gotta act as if I don't see you
Tryna take away the feels
Cause every day I'm trapped in my mind
I'm running away from my problems, so I get high
Replaying the moments of time I can't leave behind
I'm running away from my problems, so I get high
I'm losing control of my mind at night I get no sleep
The lows outweighing my highs It seems I'm way too deep
Been searching for answers in life, a light I'm tryna believe
This weight on these of my shoulders I wish I would get off of me
Off me
Cuz these kinds things happen often
Carried our love and then buried it in a coffin
Way things were going I wasn't left with an option
If only you would understand my side
Side
Side
When you would put me down a part of me would die
Die
Die
Tryna take away the feels
Cause every day I'm trapped in my mind
I'm running away from my problems, so I get high
Replaying the moments of time I can't leave behind
I'm running away from my problems, so I get high
I'm losing control of my mind at night I get no sleep
The lows outweighing my highs It seems I'm way too deep
Been searching for answers in life, a light I'm tryna believe
This weight on these of my shoulders I wish I would get off of me
Don't get too high tonight
Because I won't be there to save you
Be there to save you

Written by:
Justin Mason

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