Snow the DON - So Many Questions

If your listening, I'm begging for a sign
I need assistance, I've been searching for some time
I need some answers, You're the best one I can find
It's kind of why I'm asking will you shed a little light?
And even check if I'm alright?
Give me strength so I can fight
To make amends that change my life
So many questions in my mind
And I wonder why I'm restless every night
I'm still awake but I'm dreaming
I just stare at the ceiling
I imagine the stars are there
It's the craziest feeling!
And I think about some shit that maybe gave me the reason
To change the ways I've been dealing
With all this pain I'm concealing
So can you tell me what's my purpose?
I've been searching on the surface of this earth and it's
Got me feeling worthless
I just need a little guidance, oh hell!
I can't find it myself
Would be nice if you helped!
Have I chased this dream for too long?
Are you telling me to move on?
But every time I try, I go deeper to prove wrong
My feelings are too strong
I'm feeding them fuel from
Everything going on in my life
Yeah the songs that I write, it's all from inside
Though I'll never swallow my pride
I'm talking with Christ
Hoping he can stop me falling from heights
Now, I'm calling him twice!
So...
If your listening, I'm begging for a sign
I need assistance, I've been searching for some time
I need some answers, You're the best one I can find
It's kind of why I'm asking will you shed a little light?
And even check if I'm alright
Give me strength so I can fight
To make amends that change my life
So many questions in my mind
And I wonder why I'm restless every night
So many questions while I'm sitting alone
It's so depressing when I flick through my phone
They're all living and grown with kids and a home
And I wonder, will I ever have kids of my own?
And am I good enough for her?
I was treating her like dirt!
Can I turn this all around cause' I see she's always hurt
She seen me at my worst, when they demons had me cursed
When my dreams were nearly crushed
Got me sweeping up the dust!
Minds doing overtime
Sometimes I think, if I could find me a loaded nine
I might just put a hole in mine!
I really need you to show me signs cause' I'm going blind
I want to grow and shine but moving slow behind
And I'm sorry that I'm sounding bitter
I just don't want my life to go down the shitter
Drowned in Liquor
So I figured
I would call to the one who's bound to pick up
I really thought I would have found it quicker
But I never!
If your listening, I'm begging for a sign
I need assistance, I've been searching for some time
I need some answers, You're the best one I can find
It's kind of why I'm asking will you shed a little light?
And even check if I'm alright
Give me strength so I can fight
To make amends that change my life
So many questions in my mind
And I wonder why I'm restless every night

Written by:
M Snowdon

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