Micaela Bernal - somehow

Let me figure this one out
I promise that I will somehow
These words were my only remedy
The dread that wandered into me
I watched it grow
Let it breed
These truths have taken every part of me
And if you really want the truth
I promise I won't say to you
Everything you want to hear
Cause time has passed and I still feel this need
Your ideas mean too much to me
It's not up to you only me
And who knows maybe someday
I'll look back on this and think I should've said it some other way
We've lived it so long and her defenses never did protect her
I wish I could tell her not wonder when she'd be enough
If I would ever be
Good enough for me
Never have to wonder
What's between the future and me
And if you really want the truth
I wasted time looking everywhere for answers
And found frozen mirrors reflecting the worst parts of me
If I could only hurt you like you hurt me
Prop myself up on a pedestal of scarcity
Blame everything on everyone but me
It was all in the name of
Losing my own love
And now I hope it's true
The only way back is through
No time for self doubt
And holding close the things we've yet to figure out
The dreams I've had to go without
Somehow there's a place
Where the frozen thaws
And the burned meadows grow

Written by:
Micaela Bernal

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