Kgts - Sometimes... X U Dnt Kno (Life)
Sometimes my System's downSometimes I feel wired
Even if the spark goes my light never retires
Pedalling this push bike got me too tired but
Til the wheels fall off my year
Good like the tires
Sometimes I feel inspired by the little things that keep me open minded
A lot of people close their eyes wishing just to hide it
Got a lot in mind
A lot more on mine
Gotta unload unwind
All the cycles make me feel I'm spiralling
Never been out of control
If I say it otherwise then I'm lying
Reverse psychology
I always revert back to when I'm riding
Gotta keep in mind
The negativity is only temporarily
Mentally
I'll overcome them all eventually it's meant for me
Unless I let these demons form alliance
And right now, I am not allowing it
So when I speak bigger pictures they always feel I'm patronising
Little man big dreams, they ain't big enough to fight em
Black man
I swear, most of these niggas, fighting for materialistic means
When they got it, they don't buy it
Is it worth all your time man?
I been chasing every dream since I acquired them
I still, see a family and good times yet
I got two kids
Their mothers always tryna fight man
I give all of my love for them to spite man
And barely have my own, ain't enough, but I try man
I did my wrongs in the past and wave them bye then
People wanna exhibit them like they're judge, jury, watch how they try man.
For my kids I can't let the energy fade
Still put a brave face on that's a real damn fake
Every time I just wanna see them smiling
So when alone I change face cos I know
Sometimes I feel like dying
Sometimes I feel like dying
(Feel like dying)
And sometimes I might cry
And sometimes I might cry
(Sometimes I feel like dying)
Try to hide the pain
I can't let it show, my
Smile upon my face
Fake as plated gold, I
Try to hide the pain
I can't let it show, my
Smile upon my face
Sometimes let it go now...
Cos I keep this pain locked away
Hard to hide the strain, as it leaks from my face
My friend was killed 8 months to date
I still hold the pain as it were yesterday
Feeling like I can't speak away
I don't wanna put my weight on another's plate
Often I feel like I gotta break a way
But with certain ties, I can't cut and fade
You don't know bout my life, you don't know about my life...
(You don't know bout my life, you don't know about my life...)
You saying I ain't bout that life, but you ain't really bout that life
You don't know about my life, you don't know about my life
(You saying I ain't bout that life, but you ain't really bout that life
You don't know about my life, you don't know about my life)
I am not the only one
But I'm the only one who does it my way
Been doing this long enough
I know that death only
Can stop any gain
Merely transferred
You'd think that the suffering, would go
And fade
No
Do you know how it feels to wish that you could've made things a new way?
A good boy, in school
One of the smartest round
Funny how now some wanna dumb me down
Book smart, wanna diss me? Hold your mouth
I'll dash my damn book at your crown
Have sense now
So I got a couple pounds now
Still people wanna put their two pence in like it's worthwhile
Come back when you work out
Why you can't come to the table if you weren't here from the damn ground!
(I hear them)
Talking I don't mash work
You don't wanna see move earth
Get dark, put another body in a hearse
What's worse?
A bad bitch that never seems to learn or a hoe that don't know when to make her lips purse?
Niggas full of chat bout him them and her but
I ain't yet hear the plot about how we gonna raise hell on earth
I been heaven sent so they wanna put dirt on my name
Like the shit that fell from the birds
Mally died, SA got 6 on his back
Bruki still here, my brudda don't lack
I know Rain ain't reach me in a long time cos my Brix brudda's hardly had the time for a track
Shit
I'm tired of talking growing pains
Aching from my heart I just want a sunny day
Look up in the sky
Keep high spirits, hope and faith
For a better day
Written by:
Kenan Young
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