Jahmill - Sometimes

Sometimes I think about music and want to leave it
Sometimes I think about it like it's my season
Sometimes I feel like all this shit deceiving
Most times I feel like yah give me a reason
I was out here I was really on my field shit
But I don't even really like to rap about drill shit
Hate depression I was really all in my feelings
Pills was my weapon shit was so hard to heal it
But
I ain't taking pills no more
Pain can't even feel no more
I changed cant even chill no more
Like things ain't even real no more
Contain I don't reveal no more
They say don't conceal no more
But they never try to hear me
They try to act like they feel me
Feel like getting into all this music shit
Might actually kill me
Everybody say they love me
But don't ask for the real me
Cold hearted to these bitches so I'm actually chilly
I don't even stress about it
They gone find they best to doubt it
I just find my best around it
Don't need GPS to route it
Life ain't even what it seems
Life ain't nothing but a dream
Throw knifes at what some believe
That's why I can't let them come between
Try to use this shit as motivation
I'm on my way there so I'm always patient
I keep grinding on some day to day shit
They hit my line like I know you gone make it
People die everyday
People born everyday
So don't think they don't got replacements
Shit based on just how far you'll take it
Just beat the odds in any situation
I think I'm back again
I'll never slack again
I just been tapping in
To that inner me
Yes I got enemies
Want to be friend of mees
Want to fuck up my energy
I just turn them to memories
Sometimes I think about music and want to leave it
Sometimes I think about it like its my season
Sometimes I feel like all this shit deceiving
Most times I feel like yah give me a reason
I was out here I was really on my field shit
But I don't even really like to rap about drill shit
Hate depression I was really all in my feelings
Pills was my weapon shit was so hard to heal it
Loyalty really nothing above it
Family ties feel like it's just me my brother and cousin
The rest can hate me but fuck it I love it
Rest of the family they too quick to judging
That's why I always keep my distance
It's so hard for me to accept forgiveness
Trust issues with my mom reflect the way I'm living
And how I make decisions
Based on if they committed
Too many wrongs could never make it right
You move too wrong they just might take your life
Make mistakes but never make it twice
I stay polite but disrespect is never taken light
Just try to write my wrongs
That's why I write my songs
Don't know what I be on
What type of vibe he on
I'm there then I be gone
I try to fight be strong
I keep on hiking on
I'm right where I belong
Sometimes I think about music and want to leave it
Sometimes I think about it like it's my season
Sometimes I feel like all this shit deceiving
Most times I feel like yah give me a reason
I was out here I was really on my field shit
But I don't even really like to rap about drill shit
Hate depression I was really all in my feelings
Pills was my weapon shit was so hard to heal it

Written by:
Lashaun Betsey

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find