Matt Movin' - Spiderwebs

Better alive or dead?
Put to rest
Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared
Say I’m depressed
Everyone I got left
Yeah yeah
I walk on spiderwebs in my head
Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead
I don’t do problems get put to rest
Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared
Everyone I got round just say I’m Depressed
Or should I say everyone I got left
I bet they love me if I one hit my Head
Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead
Why they want me to fail?
Why they want me to fall?
Why they act like they care
When they don’t love me at all?
Why they want me to fail?
Why they want me to fall?
Why they act like they care
When they don’t love me at all?
If they had they way I’d have been in a casket
I still ain’t ain’t gave em that satisfaction
I put them racing stripes on the Chevy
They know I got em that ain’t no Question
Been through a lot this ain’t my Profession
I get the drop I might leave a session
Gen 4 twenty Glock that’s a lethal Weapon
I be so caught up I can’t keep from Stressing
Fell out wit shawty don’t need all that Tension
I can’t apologize if I was serious
That’s like saying sorry that this how I’m feeling
I will not compromise what’s in my Memory
Mo’fuckas low down and straight up Admit it
Just gotta slow down peep game and You’ll hear it
I see what most don’t they know and They fear it
Fuck round and show mo’fuckas that Mirror
I’m too ambitious official and wit it
They talking slick from a distance i Don’t feel it
Don’t be surprised if I no longer visit
Don’t be surprised if it’s hard to get Wit me
Prayed God put eyes in my heart give It vision
Cause sometimes it’s hard to fight off What it’s feeling
Just lost in the dark hoping Somebody heal it
Same time if it saw what I saw it’ll Kill it
So just forget it
I walk on spiderwebs in my head
Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead
I don’t do problems get put to rest
Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared
Everyone I got round just say I’m Depressed
Or should I say everyone I got left
I bet they love me if I one hit my Head
Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead
Why they want me to fail?
Why they want me to fall?
Why they act like they care
When they don’t love me at all?
Why they want me to fail?
Why they want me to fall?
Why they act like they care
When they don’t love me at all?
Fuck what they gettin I’m far from in Feelings
Really jus pissed gave my all and they Didn’t
They take shit and flip it y’all really Don’t feel me
Infiltrated my ship I went down they Was swimming
These bitches ain’t built how they Speak it in lyrics
I’ll count on my hand all the features I’ve given
For those I know really them others Just business
Don’t count on no plan hit the streets And I get it
Pain deep no river I’m talking like Star fish
I am not heartless I’m broken hearted
And I hear voices and I see corpses
Severe anxiety kill all the hard shit
Scars hold memories I ain’t passed
Darkness tends to be where I’m at
I got tendencies but I ain’t bad
I fight literally to keep them back
I keep my mind on the money and Focused
I don’t claim killa but trust I could hold It
Been in that field that ain’t shit I can’t Cope wit
Only the drill homies know what’s Unspoken
Spoke to God many a nights
I’ve been so crossed that shit feel Right
Somehow my heart puts up the fight
Am I better dead or alive?
I walk on spiderwebs in my head
Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead
I don’t do problems get put to rest
Takes so much pressure to smile I’m Scared
Everyone I got round just say I’m Depressed
Or should I say everyone I got left
I bet they love me if I one hit my Head
Don’t know if I’m better alive or dead
Why they want me to fail?
Why they want me to fall?
Why they act like they care
When they don’t love me at all?
Why they want me to fail?
Why they want me to fall?
Why they act like they care
When they don’t love me at all?

Written by:
Matt Movin

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