Genaddy - Stained

I know I might play like I
Got it all figured out
The way that I stand like I am living above my doubts
But temptations calling
Gravity's not pulling me
Down
So will you be my
Anchor
Wanna see her but I ain't gonna make her
Knowing that I'm not the one that should be filled with anger
When making mistakes woven in my nature
But if I can't change for her
I'm worried, that
Maybe I can't
On the last stand, on the last chance
Cut at the Knees but the blade in my own hands
When will I learn
From my own actions
Breaking the glass don't only cause fractures
And when you try to put it back
It's only a fraction of what it was
But even stained glass is
Perfect
When the light hits on the right surface
I know I never earned it
Trust is a match and I burned it
Ready for round two same verdict
I tried to swim out to you
But don't worry
I won't make it
I can't change currents that I made
Cuz I made them
It's my wave and it's time that I face it
All the trepidation is what I run away from
Cuz I don't know what I'm capable of
And I don't wanna fake all the love
When I know that it's there
But Inside I might think that you're making it up
Cuz I'm not worth it
You could pick anyone else up off of this earth and find what worth is
How certain are you
That you wanna pursue life with me
Usually doesn't end well
But I promise to stay honest
Long as you help me harness
Problems
Keep them locked and I'll be your solace
I know I might play like I
Got it all figured out
The way that I stand like I am living above my doubts
But temptations calling
Gravity's not pulling me
Down
So will you be my
Guide
When the road gets rocky
I might say that I'm fine, but you know that I'm not
And I'm not knocking, on the door to get help cuz I'm cocky
Sayin' I got this, I don't got this
I'm dropping to my knees
Cuz I'm losing myself in the thoughts
That have brought me here
When it all would haunt me
Tears for the trust that I faulted
I'm just not what I wanted
To be for you and it's awful
The pain and the sorrow
I know that I brought you
I feel it too
But I'm more disappointed
Knowing I avoided
Ways to fix it before it
Became more than it
Should have been if I just listened
To the people telling me to ignore it
But that voice
It's screaming
Telling me what and when I need it
I feed it, I feel it eating away at me
I'm bleeding, leaving parts of me depleting
All I am is fleeting
But when you're here I feel I'm completed
Please help me get rid of my demons
I see you saying
You're not a mistake
And I'll stay
Give me your hands and I'll teach you to pray
Be the man I know you can be and live in the promise you make
When you wake everyday
The challenge you face'll be dead weight
Think of me and you'll be safe
I know that I might play like I
Got it all figured out
The way I stand like I am living above my doubts
But I can't

Written by:
Ryan Smith

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