JayMentarii - Standing In Fire

They ask me how I feel I tell them I feel I'm feeling fine
I don't wanna talk get the fuck up off my line
My thoughts keeping me down sit in the mirror and I sigh
Feels like I'm dying
Standing in fire
My mind has been at war and left me with some scars you cannot see
The voices speak again
I roll one up and they don't bother me
Losing control within
I'm trapped inside hoping for inner peace
Stress is not what I need
I can't force people to see what I see
This life shit ain't no game this ain't no child's play
You got the answers to your problems you just gotta to look and see
I've been tryna clean my mind these past 100 days
Don't seem to have a sense of time and my days are on repeat
Closing in on this peace I know feels out of reach
Even though in my life there's some things I should tweak
I've been trying to get over this mountain of thoughts
But this mountain I climb didn't know it was steep
And its heavily on my mind, Inside I freak
Anxiety overdrive makes me feel weak
I've been stuck my head so that's why I don't speak
Imma figure this shit out before I'm deceased
Don't leave it up to me I'm famous for not practicing what I preach
Been searching for a key, wish I could fix everything in a week
Really It's all the stuff I gotta reap
Treading in water I feel is too deep
I've been keeping my head up someone pray for me
I've been battling every day, help me get free
They ask me how I feel I tell them I feel I'm feeling fine
I don't wanna talk get the fuck up off my line
My thoughts keeping me down sit in the mirror and I sigh
Feels like I'm dying
Standing in fire
My mind has been at war and left me with some scars you cannot see
The voices speak again
I roll one up and they don't bother me
Losing control within
I'm trapped inside hoping for inner peace
Stress is not what I need
I can't force people to see what I see

Written by:
Justin Mason

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