Dellboy - Stay Awake

As I've been drowning I've always seemed to wonder
My heads bloody pounding and it's keen to plunder
Floating like a lost cause feel a sudden shudder
Rupturing through my body but my thoughts keep me under
Knowing that this ocean has not been discovered
Hoping to keep my eyes open for all the discomfort
This empty space and loneliness all is misfortune
Trying to find the light to escape all that I've suffered
Maybe this empty space is where I'm meant to be
How longs it gonna take until I am set free
Don't know it's hard to say cause it's all I've ever seen
I want it short and sweet but I feel it's gonna end me
I really don't want it to be the ending
I've been trying to fight back and I keep on sending
Reinforcements but they seem to be blending
With the enemy so my mind is constantly defending
I need to stay awake but I can't keep up
Sleep is the place for me I can't get enough
The pain disappears and I'm not feeling stuck
But after everything maybe I'm just pushing my luck
I need to stay awake but I can't keep up
Sleep is the place for me I can't get enough
The pain disappears and I'm not feeling stuck
But after everything maybe I'm just pushing my luck
I think nows the time I really need to bury the hatch
Escape from the past and live life to the max
But I've been trying the best that I can
But it's creeping up on me and my freedom doesn't last
The thought of happiness leaves me sick to the stomach
Poor attempt of tackling my demons for the come up
Would it satisfy me in the end maybe with dumb luck
But I need to please my family some how some what
I've always wanted them to be financially stable
And if I keep pushing and pushing I might actually be able
To take the worries away and put food on the table
That way they can look at me as their guardian angel
I want them to look at me like I'm sent from above
It's difficult to reach that level I'm not giving up
I'm nothing higher than the ground but I'm showing them love
Even when tired and down I'm showing I'm tough
I need to stay awake but I can't keep up
Sleep is the place for me I can't get enough
The pain disappears and I'm not feeling stuck
But after everything maybe I'm just pushing my luck
I need to stay awake but I can't keep up
Sleep is the place for me I can't get enough
The pain disappears and I'm not feeling stuck
But after everything maybe I'm just pushing my luck

Written by:
Kordell Maby

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