Deep October - stomach grip

Dear god
Can you tell me if you're listening I've
Been sick and just wishing it'd stop
This shit gets intense my limbs locking up
Ok I'm not really religious untill insomnia
Has me questioning existence hypoxia
Spent 3 days in the ER from the oxy's cut
Reading apocrypha

Go through changes
Yeah
I love how my mama thinks I'm famous
Might go buy her designer when the plane lands
My bitch all dressed in Prada its her favorite
I got something to believe in
I can't shake it
Might just fry my cerebrum to my brain stem
I wonder how it feels to feel amazing
Nights almost took my life inside a days inn
Now I hop on a flight non stop to Vegas

I was gripping on my stomach crying calling out for change
New York for the summer but might fuck around and stay
I been getting numb to the stuff that ppl say
And thank god for my mother, it's a struggle everyday
And to my sister know I got you
We gonna share some enemies
My little brother knows I got him
Looking like a little me
Never had a perfect father but still call me if you need something
When it's bridge over the water
We gonna can catch up because we need to

I guess everything gets better in time
I guess everything gets better in time
I heard everything gets better in time
When will everything get better in mine

Written by:
Zachery Smith

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