MR. SiLLY fLOW - STONES-THROW-AWAY

I'm a stone's throw away from being a vagabond
I'm a half step away from escaping through grace from God
A hateful heart aches from the pain of holding on
To mistakes, unknown outcomes scaring my mind straight
I'm a stone's throw away
Both varieties of pain
Personal and inflicted
Scared of my own sobriety
Lonely thoughts get to kicking
Both varieties of grace
Some given some taken
They come at the right time
Sending prayers up to Yah livid
But is my anger righteous?
Is the fight I'm in defined by my own plights that
I get myself into from entertaining my temptations?
From enabling my own worldly, devious inclinations
Invariable difference to my hasty decision making
At least on the surface, I have hidden urges baking
Underneath, inside.
Used to sit and stew on thoughts of suicide
Ideations fleshed out and my skin ripped.
How'd I get here?
Where'd I come from?
When is the next drop?
How's my heart?
Where's the love?
Feel miles away from the top
I'm a stone's throw away from being a vagabond
A half step away from escape through grace from God
A hateful heart aches from the pain of holding on
To mistakes, unknown outcomes scaring my mind straight
I'm a stone's throw away
Seem to hold my breath and wait when fear is in control
Seem to hold my eyes shut until I bleed out all my pores
Always on the road to nowhere
Full throttle leaving behind all of my own dreams
Hopefully, the only loathing is for me
Moping in my woes and worries through the days
Makes it hard to sleep
Hard to wake
Hard to keep pace with the day to day
In the ocean anxious for another break
I'm a stone's throw away from the shore
I'm a stone's throw away from the throne
I'm a stone's throw away from the old me
Holy moly, only twenty-one,
Posing with two middle fingers up
Gave it two thumbs down, mediocre artist from a nothing town
Full of nothing words,
Hard to grow out of dry ground
Need to plug into the source
Because I'm a stone's throw away from the shore
I'm a stone's throw away from hope
I'm a stone's throw away

Written by:
Zachary Scheuerman

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