nate mac - stuck

Uh
Ok
Feeling like I'm drowning kinda stuck
Searchin' for a reason just to wake up
Struggling to even get a couple damn bucks
voices in my head are telling me this shit sucks
I been down bad running out of luck
And my parents think that I don't give a fuck
But honestly I feel like I'm just kinda lost
Maybe that's the reason why I'm down so much
See, I could have a cool 50 I would still be tweakin
Hopefully I live throughout the motherfuckin weekend
Feelin like I'm Drizzy how I'm stuck inside the deep end
I can't even lie sometimes I tend to sit and pretend
See, I just wanna be a big name in the game
Buy a new crib and a big ass chain
Pull up to the function in a fuckin Huracan
My one and only wish is that I don't feel the same
I just wanna be up, I don't wanna go down
Wanna hear my songs playin round the whole town
I don't really know what I'm gonna do now
When I first had met you all I could think was wow
Baby you the realest thing that there ever was
Grindin up my heart and roll it into a dutch
Hopefully, I'll see you again
But I don't even know if I'll be ready by then
See, depression is a bitch but she stay by my side
She more loyal than you hoes and I can't even lie
No one gonna stay and stick it out for the whole ride
But the minute that I'm up they gon act like my guys
Man, I can see through the façade
I will never let a broad
Go and hurt me like you did that shit was way worse than I thought
I'll go on and on, tryna find myself
But every single day feel like I'm livin in this heel
But I'm feeling like I'm drowning kinda stuck
Searchin' for a reason just to wake up
Struggling to even get a couple damn bucks
Voices in my head are telling me this shit sucks
You don't know a damn thing about me babe
I got one mission, that's to get this cake
You keep doin you, I ain't throwin shade
But if you talkin shit I'll react like Ye
I got demons in my head, so bitch come try me
Winding down this path, so please come find me
Scared and alone
Feel like I got no home
It's nobody's fault but my motherfuckin own
I did it to myself
Now I can't breathe
My one and only prayer was that you wouldn't leave
But all of the sudden I get left on seen
Only way to show you
Get in the scene
I don't want the limelight
I just want the high life
Brand new crib in Cali
That's when I can finally die right
Far far away
Forget all the pain
This goddamn virus sent me into a craze
I wrote what I wrote
And I said what I said
In hopes that you would see what's inside of my head
But the same damn people tell me they are my friends
Are the ones that make me think that I'd be better off dead
But I'm feeling like I'm drowning kinda stuck
Searchin' for a reason just to wake up
Struggling to even get a couple damn bucks
Voices in my head are telling me this shit sucks
I, I been down bad running out of luck
And my parents think that I don't give a fuck
But honestly I feel like I'm just kinda lost
Maybe that's the reason why I'm down so much

Written by:
Nathan McDonald

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