V4 - STUPID

What, I'm fine
Don't worry bout me
Easy to lie
So you leave me alone
Don't know why
You keep hitting my phone
This time I didn't post about dying
It's stupid how I do this
I know I'm hurting myself but I didn't choose this
I'm trapped in this cycle
I hate that guilt's the only things getting me through this
It's stupid how I do this
I know I'm hurting myself but I didn't choose this
I'm trapped in this cycle
I hate that guilt's the only things getting me through this
Waste of time
Don't reach out to me
I'm out of tries
Can't you leave me alone
Crippled mind
Is it my fault
Life sucks would you be fine without me
The way things are this time
So used to holding it inside
Don't hate, don't say I didn't try
I'd wish they'd bury me alive
Bury me alive
(I'm alive, i'm alive)
Fucked it up this time
(I'm alive, i'm alive)
It's stupid how I do this
I know I'm hurting myself but I didn't choose this
I'm trapped in this cycle
I hate that guilt's the only thing getting me through this
It's stupid how I do this
I know I'm hurting myself but I didn't choose this
I'm trapped in this cycle
I hate that guilt's the only thing getting me through this
I'm the last one who should be complaining
There's worse things, that's not what I am saying
After what I learned I still feel clueless
It's inevitable I'm gonna lose to this

Written by:
Alyvia Schommer

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