Siya Simanga - Support Isn't Real

I feel like I am all over the place
My mind is somewhere else
And my heart is empty
I see love surrounding me everyday
People kiss, families are happy
Yet I don’t belong
As I ride on the subway
I take in how much effort it took for me to get here
I wake up every morning with a smile on my face
But I sleep every night with sadness and misery
Misery
I said sadness and misery
It ain’t easy waking up everyday feeling like you don’t belong
Constantly looking all over your shoulder
I’m falling deeper in that hole
That I thought was shallow (shallow)
I’m lost in everything I do
One would think I made it
(Made it)
Yet I don’t belong
(Yet I don’t belong)
One would think I made it
(Made it)
Yet I don’t belong
(Yet I don’t belong)
It’s hard
Watching your own succeed
When it’s time for me to shine
The ones I trusted sit in the backseat
Playing on the phones
Why do I care so much?
The support isn’t real
The support isn’t real
They act like they don’t hear me
They act like they don’t see me
The support isn’t real
It isn’t real!

Written by:
Siyamtanda Simanga

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