Djtsaw - Tears

It's been a crazy past few years
For my
Family we done shed a lot tears
Funerals
I can count about 10
If I wasn't at sea
I woulda had to attend
Somebody got to hold up Paulbearer
Be the light unto the dark
And make it clear
Be the rudders to our ship as we steer
We gone make it through the storm
Just keep faith and look ahead

Lately I been on some painless shit
Feeling like I can't afford it
Like pain expensive
Feels like I'm losing out on time
Like I'm chained in prison
My cousin ran out of time
He can no longer visit
Lost his life to the streets
Now he buried in trenches
When the family get together
swear we all gone miss him
RIP BOP we'll never forget em
And if yo kids need anything
I'll never dismiss em
My lil brother lost his cousin
within a few days
And my baby cousin died a week before that day
Lost they life to white people
Thats stuck in they ways
And the crazy part about is they got the same name
RIP to Elijah 1 years old and the other 17
Two kings with a dream
Put em together man they only 18
Somebody tell me why they mamas got to grieve

It's been a crazy past few years
For my
Family we done shed a lot tears
Funerals
I can count about 10
If I wasn't at sea
I woulda had to attend
Somebody got to hold up Paulbearer
Be the light unto the dark
And make it clear
Be the rudders to our ship as we steer
We gone make it through the storm
Just keep faith and look ahead

I wish that I can say that I was through
But my
Older brother lost his lil cousin too
I don't
Know the details
But I know he missing you
3 brothers 4 bodies
Type of shit we going through
Shout out my cousin Ricky & Lil Tiera
Buried ya father so young
I can't say it get better
Just know he'll always be there
Through the pain and the terror
If you ever want to see him
Just look in the mirror
And know when you smile he be smiling too
Up there with uncle Sean
Probably in the booth
Or maybe in a comedy club
Where he be singing tunes
Like in life
Something like the boom boom room
I tell my family we gone make it
The pain will end soon
Life could neva keep us down
This just a flesh wound
Something to remind us of the struggle like a tattoo
Breaking generation curses could be taboo

It's been a crazy past few years
For my
Family we done shed a lot tears
Funerals
I can count about 10
If I wasn't at sea
I woulda had to attend
Somebody got to hold up Paulbearer
Be the light unto the dark
And make it clear
Be the rudders to our ship as we steer
We gone make it through the storm
Just keep faith and look ahead

Sometimes its hard I barely find time to breathe
When everybody round you lost
And you just trynna be the peace
I don't really pray no more
Its not how I was raised to be
But I got tired of talking to him
And he wasn't talking to me
I'm not saying I don't believe
Im just searching for the truth
My people really out here dying
I'm a need some better proof
Every time we asking why
Cause we don't really have a clue
Yeah we made in yo image
Is this what you went through?
If that's what it takes I don't really want no parts
I'm gone call a different play
And bring my family out the dark
Cause when your backs against the wall
Its survive at any cost
And I'm just trying get a dub
When we done took so many losses
And I won't take it personal if I still don't hear yo voice
Just know everything I'm doing
I don't really have a choice
And I know when its my time
I ain't expecting no remorse
Just know you could have made a change
Before it all went port

Hold on I got to find this I got to find this
Thats the end of the mixtape the album
Or what ever the fuck you want to call it
You know what I'm saying but
This is what its all for right here
This is
ALL SURFERS ONLY

Always
Lookout for
Loved ones
Support
Unconditionally
Remember
Fear
Enters
Right when
Success is
Obtain and
Never
Lack
Youthfulness

Remember that, that's what it's all about
That's what All Surfers Only is
You support me and I support you
You help me ride my wave
And I'm gone help you ride yours
And we gone build on it and grow
Alright y'all I'm out.

Written by:
Toney Sawyer

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