K Cay - TFUTC

The serotonins fleeting
Got me feeling six feet deep
I'm searching for those vices
That'll help me get to sleep
I think I need a breather
I know you need your space
I've been my own worst enemy just getting in my way
I just don't want to feel
Anything anymore
So I burry my problems
Leave them all at the door
But it doesn't get better
It's not going away
It's eating me inside bringing me down got me feeling insane
I guess I'm too fucked up to care
About the shitty things I've done
And I guess that's why I drink to forget the monster I've become
You know I want you back never meant to go and fuck up the past
All the memories we had were meant to last
But I let it go and now you're gone
Now you're gone
Now they're gone
Now they're gone
I'm drunk in the kitchen alone with my friends
Distracting my mind while I try to pretend
That I do not miss them say I don't need them
But really I do I don't want this to end
Deep down feeling psycho think I might go
Over the edge you got me walking on a tight rope
Wanna say some words but I'm thinking that I might choke
Didn't want to end and I'm thinking that I might go
Crazy I lost my mind
Clear head it is hard to find
I tell you that I'll be fine
But I know that I won't I cant forget the times
We had together
Kept on saying I'd do better
But I know that you felt tethered
By the things we had thought it would last
Just go
I guess I'm too fucked up to care
About the shitty things I've done
And I guess that's why I drink to forget the monster I've become
You know I want you back never meant to go and fuck up the past
All the memories we had were meant to last
But I let it go and now you're gone
Now you're gone
Now they're gone
Now they're gone
I've been so self destructive
I don't need no button
Just to blow it up
I'm afraid
I'm slipping into this abyss
And they won't care I'm missing
They'll let me go
I guess I'm too fucked up to care
About the shitty things I've done
And I guess that's why I drink to forget the monster I've become
You know I want you back never meant to go and fuck up the past
All the memories we had were meant to last
But I let it go and now you're gone
Now you're gone
Now they're gone
Now they're gone

Written by:
Kyle Cayer

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