Hardbody Shard - Thank You

If heaven had a phone I'd call ya and tell ya I miss ya
I was writing this and fighting my tears I need tissue
Picture me painting a picture when all I got is pictures
Still wishing you was still here wishing that I spent more time with ya
It hurt my heart to hear the doctor say your time ticking
I ain't never felt so empty I ain't never felt so limp
Watching thirty years pass in a glimpse
Til this day I'm still searching for strength
But somehow I manage everyday I wake up and I still feel damaged
Don't nobody understand me I been praying for sanity
Can't see you when I turn to granny
You gave me life and I cant take it for granted
I got blood in my eyes and ice in my veins
Without you here with me it just ain't the same I been standing the rain
I'm only man but I'm still standing with this pain walking with it like a cane
I can still hear you talking and I still listen
I'm still the same I just can't help but to feel different
I'm still risking it all behind what I believe before I sit and grieve
Can't show no pity I cant keep my feeling on my sleeve

I rather die enormous than be living dormant
Stood in the rain when it was storming
I been torn between triumph and torment
Disagreements with friends and disappointment
I been scarred somebody point me to the ointment
Point me in the right direction
Its like I'm writing tryna fight depression
This ain't just another session these are my confessions
I'm really in this booth really in my feelings
This the only way I can express it
I'm hoping that you get this message
Hard times only last long as you can stretch it
It's a storm and we all can weather this together
Gotta take the good with the bad it make ya better
Only thing I know is diamonds come from pressure

Written by:
Rishard Bryant

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