Jacey Flames - The Art of Detachment

I'm tryin' to...I'm tryin' to
I'm tryin' to...find my out of this darkness
It's like I'm lost & gone in the process
But...something has to change before I lose my soul
Need my guardian angel now...tell me where did they go
Reflecting in my solitude...I need you so
To tell you all my secrets & to hold you close
Like I'm tired of being in this dark mood
Too far gone I don't know what to do soon, just wanna be alone
So...I don't wanna come out my room, please leave it at the doorway
I know I need your company...can't get up out my own way
Maybe I will soon...or maybe I will one day
I've been blaming what I know, on everyone that I ghost
If they don't understand or don't know
Prefer they leave with the door closed, & I have no patience
For love that's wasted, or time that's taken, so I'm mistaken

It's like I want you right here...right here next to me
But I just wanna be alone...would you please just let me be
& I don't know...I feel alone, I'm so alone, no no...no
& it's like...like no one understands me...you know?

I'm in the dark now with...no company
No...light in sight if...I could only see
No...energy left I don't even care to eat
Left my phone on silent but they keep on callin' me
All the days I have detached from everyone
& I know this is an issue only to some
As if it's never been a struggle when I run
Will you please help me?, I know this ain't healthy
& as so many come & go, it's no wonder I don't know
Left confused & all alone, cuz I hurt those that are close
Am I wrong? Yes, But I'm just being honest, with all my flaws
I've been blaming what I know, on everyone that I ghost
If they don't understand or don't know
Prefer they leave with the door closed, & I have no patience
For love that's wasted, or time that's taken, so I'm mistaken

It's like I want you right here...right here next to me
But I just wanna be alone...would you please just let me be
& I don't know...I feel alone, I'm so alone, no no...no
& it's like...like no one understands me...you know?

I got these 4 walls around me conversating everyday
Talkin' to myself in my room all alone with my mistakes
Trying to think outside my mind or somehow find a way
I need a change or escape a way out of this dark place
No no...I'm so cold...I feel alone...alone...
You know and it's like...after a while...you get so used to being alone
It's like...I may start to like this...please help me get out of this, out of my own way
Of pushing you away...pushing everyone away...please?

Written by:
Adrian Romero, Joshua Cruz

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