Bradyy - The Bottle

I've been in my head
Thinking about taking the bottle
When I'm all alone
I just down the whole bottle
When I'm in my feels
I just down the whole bottle
Been getting too high
Been lost inside the bottle
Been crying out for help
But it's been suppressed by the rain
.40 got a suppressor
When I raise it to my face
Lost inside my own world
That's trapped behind my face
No one understands
They all just assume it's fake
I've tried therapy after therapy
It all just seems too fake
I've tried taking Xanax
But I just couldn't feel my face
Started drinking Henny
Then I fell down on my face
So I started smoking weed
I do it with a smirk on my face
Thought I've found love
But I don't know where it's going
Thought I've found it before
But it all ended up going
So when you come in my life
I will never really trust you
Because I have the mentality
That you will leave like the others
This would just feels fake
I just wanna go
Been below the sky
But I just wanna float
Sick of responding to people
So just don't text my phone
My Mom be calling
And I still ain't answer the phone
Been drawing sketches
Just to pass the time away
Been doing drugs
Just to pass the time away
If my Mom found out
She prolly would kill me
All I'll say is
It's okay if she kills me
Been making music
Because it let's me talk about pain
But if I say it out loud
They all drown out my pain
They say they are there for me
But they all are transparent
They talk shit about me
When I'm not there to hear it
Been getting in my feels
Because I've been lonely
But I thought love
Could save me from the lonely
Feeling that I get when
I sit in my room alone
I be spitting bars
When I sit in my room alone
There are so many people
Who just don't believe in me
When I say I ain't going to college
They say Well then what does that mean for me?
It means that I'm gonna be the greatest
And I put that on my name
Gonna be a billionaire
Call me Jay-Z or Kanye
Gonna do it on my own
Call me self made entirely
From Milwaukee and imma
Put my city on the map
Sick of being scared
And having to walk with my strap
Be careful when you approach me
Because I be living what I rap
I be on some true demon shit
Because they be living in my body
Skeletons in my closet
Make me feel out my body
So many people just be
Testing my patience
Gonna send you to the doctor
You will be their patient
Been feeling beyond depressed
Even when I take my meds
So I don't know what to do
Maybe I'm better off being dead
But I guess that's a problem
For another day, yeah
But I still have the urge
To talk to God
And all I wanna say
Is Amen.

Written by:
Brady Molkentine

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