Cameron London - The Bridge

I’m not scared of dying
I’m scared of what I’m gon leave behind
I’m scared of trying
Only to realize
As a Saint dies he asks himself
What does it mean to nurture the soul
Is it finding purpose
Relaxation
Intimacy
Or even love
The truth is there is no one answer
What is good for one may harm another
But one thing is a fact above all else
You must make time to nurture the soul
It’s time I started telling truths
I just need a minute to go get my mind straight
I been so focused on growing
I didn’t take time to look down onto my plate
Too busy with looking around me to find what I’m missing inside of myself
I know I don’t show it admitted it now that I honestly needed help
My mind been in pieces
I haven’t been sleeping
Seeing my mama cry that liked to drove me off the deep end
Fear I started peaking
Work through every weekend
Made songs all day they didn’t say how I’m feeling
I contemplated suicide
It wasn’t nobody to stand at my side
They tell me they with me I ain’t see em ride
I covered that up and I started to lie
Through all of that pressure I started to fold
I gave up on chasing a record that’s gold
I see all the DM’s that’s letting me know
They think I’m a rose in the crack of the road
And it’s too much
I didn’t plan for this
But people keep telling me God gone make this right
I didn’t come this far
Just to get left on my own once I reached this height
I feel all alone
So it’s just me and the mic when I’m up all night
I feel safe at home
Sometimes I need to just go sit and cry
Tears fall over that grave
Thank God my life was saved
Didn’t think I’d see this age
Scared I’m never getting engaged
When I thought my life was doomed
Had to kill me to groom
Bad days but the good come soon
Now my soul is starting to bloom
It’s as nature intended
Creation precedes destruction
Success precedes disaster
To destroy is to create
But in due time
I’ll call for you to rise again
Bloom
Soul
Success
Disaster

Written by:
Cameron London

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