Krystal Evette - The Hate I Have

You left me down in the dirt
Nobody hurts how I hurt
You told me that this will not work
"I hate you" is said with a smirk

You wanna be civil again
I'd rather be dead
Put a gun to my head
I'm bleeding out on the bed
(And everyone sees the blood on your hands)
You're counting your bread
Now, I'm calling the feds
Loathe all your words
Take back what you said
When I hear your name
At first there's dread
But, that layer is shed
Now, I just see red

Nothing compares to the hate that I have
I'm usually calm and I never get mad
But, that's the past, I'm in the now
I know the truth, no furrowed brow
It causes harm to keep your hate caged
I don't know calm, don't need to be saved
I will not keep what I don't need
Instead of turning leaves, I'm cutting down trees

I left you down in the dirt
I want you to hurt how I hurt
Hate how you still linger and lurk
What you've done, now fully overt

I'll never feel normal again
I wanna be dead
Put a gun to my head
I'm bleeding out on the bed
(And everyone sees the blood on your hands)
You're counting your bread
Now, I'm calling the feds
Loathe all your words
Take back what you said
When I hear your name
At first there's dread
But, that layer is shed
Now, I just see red

Nothing compares to the hate that I have
I'm usually calm and I never get mad
But, that's the past, I'm in the now
I know the truth, no furrowed brow
It causes harm to keep your hate caged
I don't know calm, don't need to be saved
I will not keep what I don't need
Instead of turning leaves, I'm cutting down trees

Yeah, I'm mad about what he did to me
But, I'm livid that I kept letting him do it

The enemy is in the mirror
If anything, that one thing's clear
Kept adding steps, I made him tall
I climbed too high, too far I fall
Sinister thoughts and broken bones
Trapped in a place forced to call home
The hate I have for me is steel
There's only so much time can heal

Everyone tried to warn me
Literally everyone in my life
But I was just, I was blind
Why didn't I listen?

Why didn't I

Written by:
Krystal Evette

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